one other lover before him and it had been little more than a rushed coupling in a college dorm room. But Cam was a real man and heâd swept her away.
âDid you tell Russell?â
Becca felt horrified at the thought of her boss knowing sheâd slept with one of his friends. She had kept that knowledge very close.
âNo. Of course not. I didnât tell anyone. I donât think that Russell even knows I have a son. I told him I was leaving to start my own company. And he was my boss, not my confidant.â
Each question was tearing at her confidence. She briefly wondered if she should have just kept quiet after all, then dismissed the thought.
âI got really sick a month after I left Miami and at first I figured it was just the malaise of a broken heart. I didnât realize I was pregnant until a few weeks after I got back home.â
Cam ran his fingers through his hair. He was still sorting out the logistics of how things happened. Answering his questions brought back all those feelings sheâd had when sheâd learned she was pregnant.
âI almost called you. I didnât have any numbers for you but Russellâs secretary had your office number. Do you remember her? Lani?â
âYes, I remember her,â Cam said.
âThen you will probably also recall that you were dating her cousin about that time,â Becca said. âAnd I wasnât about to call you up and give you the news that you didnât want. At that point I wouldnât have been able to handle another rejection. It had seemed to me you had moved on.â
âI guess it would. I still deserved to know I had a son.â
âI know. Iâm so sorry that I didnât tell you but I was in a pretty vulnerable state and you didnât seem like a viable option for someone to lean on,â she said.
She crossed her arms around her waist and took a deep breath. âTo be fair, back then we werenât anything but lovers. We didnât know about each otherâs lives or really even care. We just met up each night and had hot sex.â
He looked over at her, his large blue eyes unreadable. He seemed so distant and so cold and she really didnât know what he wanted from her. She had no idea what she should say to smooth over this moment.
âThat is a fair assessment of who we were.â
âYes, it is.â
âWhy did you decide to tell me now?â he asked.
She bit her lower lip and fought to find the right thing to say. âWhen I saw you last night, I realized I owe you the truth.â
She was in an indefensible position. She knew what sheâd done was wrong and there was no way to spin this. No way to turn it into anything other than the painful truth.
âNow Iâm not sure what I believe. But Iâm going to take your word that Ty is my son because I canât figure out why youâd make that up. Unless you thought you could get money from me?â
âWhy would I need money from you?â she asked. Granted, she wasnât a millionaire like Cam, but she owned her own home and her business was doing very well.
âEveryone always needs more money,â he said.
âIâm seeing a side of you I donât particularly like,â she said.
âI could say the same. What kind of woman waits until her son is almost two years old to tell the father about him?â he asked.
âI just explained that to you,â she said.
âIâm not buying it, Becca,â he said. âIâm not buying into any of your act anymore.â
âStop talking to me like that,â she said. âYou are angry and you have a right to be, but you are just saying mean things right now.â
âYouâre damned right I am. And I have a lot more that Iâm trying to hold back. Nothing about this morning has done anything but make me doubt every word youâve ever said.â
âThatâs fine with me, Cam. Why