your luggage as soon as you place your personal effects in the other portal.â
My hands, slick with sweat, tremble as I remove the gown, my watch, and underwear.
A few moments later I stand buck-naked, having placed everything through the trapdoor. I fight off the urge to cover my privates and quickly sit down in the chair. Itâs made from titanium or stainless steel or some kind of effortless alloy, and damn, is it cold. Gooseflesh marbles my skin.
âCameron? Are you ready?â
My heart climbs into my throat. Iâm shivering where I sit. Couldnât they heat the chair?
âYes,â I say, and fear itâs a lie. As surely as I have convinced myself that this is the right thing, I think Iâve changed my mind again. Death is not the answer. I have no desire to die.
âYour luggage and clothes are gone, Cameron,â Cheryl says. âYour scan will begin in less than a minute.â
Oh God. Oh, my God. This is crazy.
âEverything all right in there?â
âIâm fine,â I say, not bothering to hide the fear now. They all know. Probably theyâre placing bets on how long it will be before I cry out in terror. But I wonât. Iâve made it this far. Iâmâ
âCameron?â
âIâm fine!â
âSomeone here wants to talk to you.â
I donât respond. Shortly Iâll be reduced to nothing more than entangled quantum particles. Iâm not thinking clearly.
âCameron, honey? Itâs me.â
âMisty?â
âYes, honey. I love you. Iâm . . . oh, Cameron . . .â
âI love you, too, Misty.â
âBe careful.â
âI will, baby. I will.â
A pause. Rattling as the intercom changes hands.
âCameron?â Itâs Cheryl again. âFifteen seconds.â
âThank you.â
After listening to Batista drone on about it over the past few weeks, Iâve formed a pretty good idea about what will happen when my transmission begins: nothing. The scanning procedure will render me unconscious almost instantly, and the next click of my mental works should take place in Phoenix. Everything in between will, in effect, become lost time. I should experience instantaneous transmission.
As I try to pass the last few seconds, I become aware of something different, some new sensation, something unexpected. Something else in the room with me.
A smell. A sweetâand oddly enough, familiarâsmell. When have I experienced it before? Should I say something to Cheryl? Is something wrâ
âBegin scan.â
Now I feel a little light-headed. And drowsy. Is this normal? Did something just bite me? A nâ
two
I canât believe how goddamn cold this chair is. Couldnât they have mounted a cushion on it? Or at least put a heating element beneath the surface? It seems needlessly uncomfortable.
âCameron,â a female voice says, âyou may open the âclothesâ door and put on the gown.â
Iâm still waiting for the scan. For the transmission to begin.
Or perhaps Iâve already done it.
And Iâm not dead. Not dead
not dead NOT DEAD
!
And suddenly I am seized with such an exquisite delight that I nearly stand up and scream
Hallelujah!
at the top of my lungs. Iâve done it! Iâve transmitted from Houston to Phoenix by means of quantum teleportation. Beamed myself across the country like some hero from
Star Trek
. Unbelievable. Iâve done it! And Iâm alive!
From the chair I move to the door marked CLOTHES . My belongings are here just as I left them. I struggle with my watch and ring because my hands are shaking. Shaking with joy. I grab the gown, hold it up to my face, and smell it. I can easily discern the scent of my deodorant, and to a lesser extent the fragrance of my aftershave. A few of my chest hairs cling to the cotton fabric inside the gown. When I put it on, it fits as badly as before.
I canât wait to go