feel sick to her stomach. The idea of ever eating anything again seemed impossible. How could she enjoy food when her favorite aunt was dying? What she wanted to do was scream and cry and tell everyone how unfair it was that someone so smart and funny and beautiful could be filled with something that was eating her up from the inside.
âIt wonât do any good,â her aunt said, interrupting her thoughts.
âWhat wonât do any good?â Kate asked.
âNot eating,â said Aunt Netty. âI tried that. I tried crying a lot and trying to figure out what caused it, too, but that didnât work either. Trust meâIâve tried pretty much everything, and it doesnât do any good. But you know what does help?â
âWhat?â asked Kate glumly when her aunt paused.
âCheesecake,â said Aunt Netty. âThere isnât a problem in the world that cheesecake canât solve. Why do you think I had you order it?â
She gave Kate a huge smile, and Kate couldnât help but give her a little one back. She still felt a great big knot of pain and fear in her stomach, but seeing her aunt smile made it loosen a little bit. Maybe even enough to fit a clam strip in there, she thought, picking up one of the fried pieces and dipping it in the bowl of tartar sauce on the side of her plate.
âThatâs my girl,â said Aunt Netty. âSo, do you have any other questions, besides the one about my imminent demise?â
âI donât know,â Kate said. âIâve never known anyone who hadââ She paused, not knowing how to finish. âWho had what you have,â she said finally.
âCancer,â said her aunt. âI have cancer. I know itâs an ugly word, but you make it uglier when you donât say it.â
âCancer,â Kate said, hating the sound of it. âIâve never known anyone who had cancer.â
âIâll give you the crash course, then,â her aunt said. âBasically, I have these cells in my body that, for one reason or another, are behaving abnormally. They divide and form new cells when they arenât supposed to, and this forms tumors. Eventually, these cells can begin to destroy surrounding organs.â
âThey canât just take the tumors out?â Kate asked.
Aunt Netty nodded. âThatâs what we did first,â she said. âBut the cancer had already spread to other parts of my body. Now weâre trying to stop it from spreading any more.â
âHow?â Kate asked.
âVarious things,â her aunt explained. âIâll be happy to explain all of it later. But right now letâs just have lunch. We have my whole visit to talk about medical things.â
âWhen do you go into the hospital?â asked Kate.
âTomorrow,â her aunt informed her. âThis may be my last chance to have cheesecake for a while, so letâs enjoy it. Maybe Iâll even get two pieces. Iâm feeling pretty good today.â
So was I, Kate thought as she picked up another clam strip and put it into her mouth. At least until a few minutes ago.
CHAPTERÂ Â 5
Annie walked into Shady Hills on Thursday morning wishing she was anyplace else. Her run-in with Ben Rowe on Tuesday had gotten things off to a bad start. Although she hadnât seen the old man at all on her second day, the memory of his anger was still fresh in her mind. To make everything even worse, Kate had called her the night before, distraught, to tell her that her aunt had cancer. Annie had never heard her friend so upset before, and while she had tried to comfort Kate as much as she could, she knew she wasnât very good at that kind of thing. In fact, hearing Kateâs news had brought back a lot of memories that Annie hadnât wanted to face, at least not quite yet.
As much as sheâd been tempted to call in sick, or even to quit altogether, Annie had made a