archway to the Ripper finale. But such was the trick of echoes in the surrounding hallway that the noises seemed to bounce off the walls and echo softly in her ears from a spot just behind her.
âI do know what youâre going through,â Toby said evenly. âI lost mâdad last year, right about this time. He fell off a frickinâ scaffolding, painting a house. Still have me mum, though. She makes lace for a fancy dressmaker. So youâre right, I donât know what itâs like to lose bothââ
Katieâs eyes flew open. âHave you ever snorkeled?â
He raised a dark eyebrow. âYou mean with fins and a mask?â He shook his head.
She stared past him and said, âMy sister and I used to snorkel on Cape Cod, and there was this one time we dove under the water and stayed down too long . . . and I felt . . . a weird . . . sort of . . . panic . . . that I wouldnât . . . make it to the surface. That â s what it feels like! As if Iâm swimming upward toward the blue sky and fresh air, but Iâm not going to make it.â
âYouâll make it.â
âWhat if I donât?â
âRubbish,â he answered heavily, with a faint inflection that even to think such a thing was daft. âAfter my old man died, I thought I wouldnât mind being brown bread, too. Took stupid risks . . .â His gaze slid to the floor. âStill do. Itâs not easy, Katie. You canât bring âem back.â He snuffed out the imaginary cigarette on the seat between them.
âI never told this to anyone, but when mâdad died I came here . . .â A strange smile twisted his lips. âWell, not here, but the Victoria and Albert, where the London Stone was on display at the time. I thoughtââ
Katie gasped and drew back. An odd chill surged up her spine. It was as if Toby could read her thoughts. He met her startled gaze and shot up off the bench.
âCor, Katie! Not you, too!â He blinked down at her and began to pace. âYouâre not here for the Ripper exhibit: Youâre here because of the bleedinâ London Stone! Ah, Katie.â He shook his head, his voice compassionate but disapproving. âAnd I thought I was the only one with a bleedinâ screw loose.â Then more kindly, âYou canât bring âem back, Katie, no matter what the legend of the Stone says.â
âIâm not trying to bring them back! I just want to make it better. Easier. Thatâs all Iâm asking. I just want things to be semi-normal again.â What Katie didnât say was that she didnât want to be split down the middle, with most of her life in London with Grandma Cleaves and only summer vacation with her sister in LA. âI know I canât undo the past, but I want the future to be different. I want my sister and my grandmother to get along. I want us to be a family again.â
But if Katie were being honest with herself, she would have admitted that Toby was right. She did want to undo the past. Rewrite history. I never got to say good-bye to my parents!
Katie pushed herself up off the bench and a little away from Toby.
A moment later Collin stuck his head out of the arched door across the way. Flickering light from the fake candles in the candelabras on either side of the entrance made Collinâs red hair look sickly orange, like tomato soup gone bad, and brought his freckles, straining against the pale skin across his animated face, into high relief.
Collinâs eyes fixed on Katie from under their red brows, then turned to Toby with a sort of eager pounce as he loped across the tiled floor toward them.
âYouâre missing everything ! â he crowed excitedly, grabbing Katieâs arm. âThis last bit of the exhibit is fantastic! The best. Come on! Youâve got to see this! I think Iâve figured out who Jack