amenities, it had been a memorable bit of pure luxury.
âThat is, if you want to?â
âOh, yes.â She touched her matted hair. âThat would be wonderful.â
âKatie will help you. Youâll like her.â
Instant humiliation ricocheted through her veins as she lowered her hand to her side. Her stomach clenched. She fingered the rough seam of a haphazard, angry-looking scar that blazed like a streak of lightning around to her back, a result of one of Maxâs liquor-induced tirades and a lasting symbol of betrayal that had embedded deep into their marriage.
Oh, heâd been somewhat remorseful for the way heâd treated her, but not enough to get her proper medical attention. Drunk, heâd awkwardly stitched the gapingwound then stormed out the door, leaving for days while she struggled to fight off a wicked infection, alone. That had been a year ago, and though the gash had finally healed, the pain inflicted by his total disregard for her well-being stung, still.
âCallie?â Benâs voice cut through the dismal memory.
She jerked her attention back to the present. âIâIâm sure I can bathe myself.â
His eyes shrouded with doctorly concern. âTell you what, when youâre stronger and well out of the woods, I wonât argue.â
âThereâs no need to bother her,â she shot back. âI can manage just fine on my own.â
âIâll rest easier if you have a little help.â Moving toward the doorway, he turned to her as he cleared his throat. âAnd by the way, room and board is part of the job. That is, if this bedroom here suits you well enough.â He gestured to her surroundings almost apologetically. âYou can take your meals with me next door. Or bring them here and eat alone, if youâd rather,â he added as he stepped out of the room.
Callie gulped against the thick emotion clogging her throat. She hadnât slept in a bed so comfortable, had a room so cheery, or had the delicious promise of consistent meals for seven years. The accommodations were modest by her fatherâs standards. But to a woman whoâd spent the past years moving from shack to shack, sharing a bed with rodents and contenting herself with whatever food she managed to purchase, this was a castle. And for a short while, anyway, she was the queen.
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Ben peered down at where heâd absentmindedly heaped a plate full of shepherdâs pie for Callie. The wayher stomach had audibly growled at the mention of food, he felt confident that she finally had an appetiteâjust probably not enough to eat half a roasting pan of the tasty dish.
He dropped the wooden spoon in the pan and braced his hands against the counter, attempting yet again to convince himself that he was merely concerned for her as a patient.
Hauling in a deep, stabilizing breath, he glanced down as Molly and Smudge meowed sweetly at his feet, curling their thick tails in feline affection around his legs.
Who was he trying to kid?
He felt an unrelenting draw to her that plagued his every thought, making him wonder if he might well be getting himself in too deep.
The empty sadness heâd seen waft like some dark wraith across her face when sheâd spoken of her upbringing tugged at his heart. What secrets did her past hold?
Sheâd grown up with privilege. And she was clearly uncomfortable with any action that could be viewed as charity. He couldnât miss the way sheâd flinched at his touch. Nor had he missed the way her eyes had lit with awe then instant shame when heâd mentioned both the meal and bath. It was as if she didnât want to make herself vulnerable enough to receive helpâ¦so much like the strays heâd taken in. Often times heâd have to coax them to eat, even when their ribs protruded in glaring proof of starvation.
Ben recalled the way heâd found Callie that first night. In spite of her