control and
be too rough with me.
My mouth went dry as I watched him
slowly push his pajama bottoms down and they fell to the floor. He wasn’t
wearing any underwear so as soon as his pants were down and he was stepping
out of them, my eyes landed right on his large erection, or “gun” as he liked
to call it. I started to shake with anticipation…I already knew that he would
have to go slow with me but I knew also that just from the look of his thick,
strong length that this was about to be the some of the best sex I would ever
have.
I was already feeling incredibly aroused
from the sight of him alone but when his hand reached down and he started
stroking himself, I almost had another orgasm. “I can’t wait to feel you around
my cock, Everleigh,” he said, and my heart started beating faster. “Do you want
me to wear a condom?”
I bit my bottom lip. “I don’t know…do
you feel like you need to? Am I safe with you?”
He nodded. “Yes, you’re safe with me. I
don’t have anything, I get tested regularly. Besides, it’s been three months
since I’ve been with anyone. I just worried about you being at risk of getting
pregnant.”
I shook my head. “I want children one
day but not right now. I am on the pill so we should be safe. Using a condom is
really your call, Ryder.” I’d been on the pill since I was sixteen because my
periods were all over the place so I stayed on them to stay regular.
He smiled at me. “I’ve never gone bare
before,” he said. “Looks like this will be a night of firsts for me,” he said,
and he stepped to me and climbed back on the bed. His hot, hard, toned body
covered mine as I parted my legs for him. He fit so perfectly nestled between
my thighs. It was like he was made to fit there and that no one would ever take
his place.
I felt the head of his cock teasing at
my entrance, a bead of moisture at the tip showing me he was ready for me. I
grinded my hips impatiently and I looked into his eyes. “Ryder…” I whispered,
silently begging him to take me.
He leaned in and rubbed his nose to
mine. “You know if we make love there is no going back. I’m pretty sure that
I’m never going to want to let you go after this. Last chance to back out,
Evie.”
I shook my head and pressed my
fingertips into his strong, broad shoulders. “I don’t want to back out. I want
you as much as you want me and I don’t want you to let me go. Make love to me,
Ryder,” I said, and I leaned up and kissed him.
He kissed me hard for a moment before
pulling away and placing his hands on either side of my head. “Look at me,
Evie,” he said, and my eyes flickered up to his. “Keep your eyes on mine. I
want to look into them when I push inside you,” he said. I nodded and one hand
left the side of my face and moved down to his erection. He positioned himself
at the entrance of my heat, which was slick with my desire, and after rubbing
himself on my clit a few times (which nearly cause me to come right then), he
started to slowly enter me. I grasped onto his shoulders for support as he
slowly took me inch by inch. “Oh fuck,” he said through gritted teeth, “you are
so damn tight.”
“Oh Ryder,” I whimpered, my fingertips
still digging into his skin. Hopefully I didn’t hurt him because holding onto
him like that was the only thing keeping me from losing all control.
I felt my eyes start to roll back into
my head as he kept inching his way in, but he said, “No, Evie, don’t look away.
Keep your eyes on me, gorgeous,” and I did what he commanded. “God you are so
beautiful,” he said, and then with one last quick thrust, he was all the way
in. We both gasped loudly as he filled me completely and he stopped for a
second before moving. “Hold on, don’t move. You feel so god damned good that if
I move right now I’m going to come,” he groaned through gritted teeth.
I was panting and craving some kind of
relief so he put his thumb into his mouth for a moment