There was a time she
actual y loved his smile, though he had a
kindness, a sweetness about him, thought he
wouldn’t be as hard, as rough as her ex-
boyfriend sometimes could be. She was wrong
on al counts. “You know why I’m looking for
you.”
“If I knew, Scotty, I wouldn’t be asking
you. Why were you looking for me?”
you. Why were you looking for me?”
Again, he smiled. “I want you back.
There ain’t no two ways about this, sister. I want
you back in my life, in my bed, as my woman.
You the only one knows how to do me, and I
want that back. How’s that for bluntness?”
Trina could not believe the nerve of him.
After how he treated her, he wanted her back?
He couldn’t be that far gone. “And how’s this for
bluntness,” she said: “You must be out of your
gotdamn mind.”
His smile left then. And the true Scotty
was revealed, every inch of his anger, his
bitterness, his out of control violent streak. “You
left me in the middle of the night, like I was
some monster you was sneaking away from,
and I don’t appreciate that.”
She lowered her voice, leaned over to
him, both of her hands on the table. “I didn’t
appreciate your body blows, either. I didn’t
appreciate that black eye, either. I didn’t
appreciate that I had hooked up, not with a man,
but with a pimp who thought he was going to
prostitute me for income, either. There’s a lot of
things we don’t appreciate. But appreciate this:
I don’t give a good gotdamn what you don’t
appreciate.”
It came so quickly, Trina could barely
react. Scotty took his glass of wine and threw
the liquid contents into her face. Then he stood
and slapped her hard across the face. Although
the wine had her dazed, the slap reinvigorated
her. And she slapped him back even harder
than he had slapped her. He was about to
come at her again, he was that kind of bul y, but
two waiters pul ed him back.
“Are you crazy?” she could hear Boyzie,
the owner, running toward Scotty. “Get the fuck
out of my establishment!”
“You messed up now, chick,” Scotty was
saying as the two waiters drug him out. “You
messed up now!”
Jazz had run over to Trina’s side as she
wiped her face with a napkin. “Are you al right,
girl?”
Trina couldn’t speak. Her anger was stil
too raw. She began to head in the back, in the
kitchen.
Jazz fol owed her. “I didn’t see when he
threw the wine on you, but I saw when he
slapped you.” She grinned. “I said, oh, boy, he
fooling with the wrong one this time. ‘Cause
every fool from around here knows you don’t
play.”
“He’s not from around here,” Trina said,
sitting in a chair to calm her nerves, stil wiping
off the wine.
“What happened to you?” Louie the
cook wanted to know.
“None of your business,” Jazz said,
sitting beside Trina. “Just cook, cook.” Then
Jazz looked at Trina. “What you mean he’s not
from around here? You know him?”
Trina nodded. “That’s Scotty Labaray.”
“Get out ! He’s the dude from Reno?
The pimp?”
Trina nodded.
“Wow,” Jazz said. “I don’t know why I
just assumed this Scotty person was a black
dude. But he white too, hun?”
Trina looked at Jazz. “Why you say it
like that?”
“I’m just sayin’. Dang, girl. You got
these white men fal ing out of trees wanting
you.” Then she paused, leaned back in the
chair. “And speaking of white men, are you
going to tel Mr. Hot Temper Gabrini about this
little incident?”
“I am not.”
“And why the hel not?”
“Because of exactly what you just cal ed
him. His hot temper. You saw what Reno did to
that acne-faced kid. He broke that kid’s nose
for just pinching me, something that happens to
us every day of the week in a joint like this. You
think I’m gonna tel him about this incident,
which means I’l have to tel him about my
relationship with Scotty? That I’m gonna say,
oh, by the way, this guy here also