behind them she could see stretches of open field.
Iâve gotten away from him, she thought. No matter what happens to me now, Iâve gotten away from him. Even if I have to sleep in doorways, or under bridges, Iâve gotten away from him. Heâll never hit me again, because Iâve gotten away from him.
But she discovered she did not entirely believe it. He would be furious with her, and he would try to find her. She was sure of it.
But how can he? Iâve covered my trail; I didnât even have to write down my old school chumâs name in order to get my ticket. I threw away the bank card, thatâs the biggest thing. So how can he find me?
She didnât know, exactly . . . but finding people was what he did, and she would have to be very, very careful.
Iâm really Rosie . . . and Iâm Rosie Real . . .
Yes, she supposed both sides of that were the truth, but she had never felt less like a great big deal in her whole life. What she felt like was a tiny speck of flotsam in the middle of a trackless ocean. The terror which had filled her near the end of her brief dream was still with her, but so were traces of the exhilaration and happiness; a sense of being, if not powerful, at least free.
She leaned against the high-backed bus seat and watched the last of the fast-food restaurants and muffler shops fall away. Now it was just the countrysideânewly opened fields and belts of trees that were turning that fabulous cloudy green that belongs only to April. She watched them roll past with her hands clasped loosely in her lap and let the big silver bus take her on toward whatever lay ahead.
II
THE KINDNESS OF STRANGERS
1
S he had a great many bad moments during the first weeks of her new life, but even at what was very nearly the worst of them allâgetting off the bus at three in the morning and entering a terminal four times the size of Portsideâshe did not regret her decision.
She was, however, terrified.
Rosie stood just inside the doorway of Gate 62, clutching her purse tightly in both hands and looking around with wide eyes as people rushed past in riptides, some dragging suitcases, some balancing string-tied cardboard boxes on their shoulders, some with their arms around the shoulders of their girlfriends or the waists of their boyfriends. As she watched, a man sprinted toward a woman who had just gotten off Rosieâs bus, seized her, and spun her around so violently that her feet left the ground. The woman crowed with delight and terror, her cry as bright as a flashgun in the crowded, confused terminal.
There was a bank of video games to Rosieâs right, and although it was the darkest hour of the morning, kidsâmost with their baseball caps turned around backward and at least eighty per cent of their hair buzzed offâwere bellied up to all of them. âTry again, Space Cadet!â the one nearest to Rosie invited in a grinding, inhuman voice. âTry again, Space Cadet! Try again, Space Cadet!â
She walked slowly past the video games and into the terminal, sure of only one thing: she didnât dare go out at this hour of the morning. She felt the chances were excellent that she would be raped, killed, and stuffed into the nearest garbage can if she did. She glanced left and saw a pair of uniformed policemen coming down the escalator from the upper level. One was twirling his nightstick in a complex pattern. The other was grinning in a hard, humorless way that made her think of a man eight hundred miles behind her. He grinned, but there was no grin in his constantly moving eyes.
What if their job is to tour the place every hour or so and kick out everyone who doesnât have a ticket? What will you do then?
Sheâd handle that if it came up, that was what sheâd do. For the time being she moved away from the escalator and toward an alcove where a dozen or so travelers were parked in hard plastic contour