you,âTina said, feeling the urge to return to bed and pull the covers over her head.
âBut Tina, how could you do this? Everyone was counting on you to be the normal one,â her sister huffed.
Tina sighed. âMaybe thatâs why it happened. I just couldnât be normal and dutiful anymore. Iâm sorry. Iââ Her voice broke and she swallowed over the lump in her throat. âYouâll do fine. Maybe better than me,â she said. âLove you. Bye for now.â
She disconnected the call and turned off the phone. She couldnât bear hearing the disappointment in her familyâs voices one more minute. Her eyes burned with unshed tears and she tried to hold them back, but they seemed to well up from her belly to her tight chest and tighter throat. A sob escaped and then another. Tears streamed down her cheeks. She couldnât remember the last time sheâd cried like this. When her mother had died? When her father had passed away?
A sharp rap sounded on the bedroom door, startling her. She sniffed and swiped at her wet cheeks.
âHildie here. I have breakfast for you,â the housekeeper said and opened the door.
Horrified, Tina groped for something to cover herself. In her world, staff never entered without receiving confirmation from her.
Hildie bustled around the room. âI donât often get a chance to deliver breakfast in bed, but since youâre here I do. Lord knows, Zachary never sleeps past dawn,â she said with more than a twinge of disapproval as she placed the tray on a table. âItâs a good thing you rested well, being pregnant and all. I read that it takes a day to adjust to each time zone change, so youâve got a few days to go. And according to what Zachary said, theyâve been running you like a mule during harvest. A woman with child needs her rest. I hope some of this willsuit you. Scrambled eggs, bacon, pancakes, grits, fruit and toast.â
Hildie finally glanced at Tina. The woman narrowed her gaze as she studied her then caught sight of the phone in Tinaâs hand. âYouâve been crying. Has someone been bothering you?â
Tina sniffled but shook her head. âNot bothering. I had to return a few calls.â
âTo who?â Hildie asked crossing her arms over her chest.
âJust a few members of my family,â Tina said, wondering why she felt the need to answer questions from staff.
âHumph,â Hildie said. âWell, if theyâre upsetting you, it just wonât do. Zachary wonât allow it.â
Taken off guard by the womanâs suggestion that Zachary would somehow be able to control or even influence her family, she shook her head. âExcuse me? Zachary wonât allow it? My family doesnât operate by everyone elseâs rules.â
âNeither does Zachary Logan,â Hildie said flatly. âBut I imagine since he got you out of France in no time flat, you got a taste of what heâs capable of. If not, youâll see soon enough. Go ahead and eat. Zachary tells me you need to go to the store. It takes about a half hour to drive to town and I suspect youâll tire quickly.â
âIâm really not that fragile,â Tina insisted, moving to the table where Hildie had placed her breakfast.
âUh-huh,â Hildie said. âThatâs what a lot of moms-to-be say. Then all of a sudden theyâre passing out or crying because they havenât had enough rest.â
Offended, Tina lifted her chin. âI wasnât crying because I hadnât had enoughââ
âWith all due respect, Miss Highlyness,â Hildie interjected. âPlease eat your breakfast. Weâre wasting daylight.â
Thirty minutes later, Tina joined Hildie in a black Fordtruck. Tina was clean, but her face was stripped clean of cosmetics except for lip gloss and a little powder. Her hair was still damp as Hildie barreled down the