perpetually hard? I checked the front door to make sure it was locked, then turned off all the lamps. I lay beside him on the towels. This felt awkward and clumsy. Shouldn’t I be wearing killer lingerie and stilettos? Here I was all sexed up in a tank and sweats, praying I didn’t bleed all over the place.
He began kissing me while placing my hand on his cock. An array of emotions rose from the tips of my toes to my breasts. This felt surreal. I kept my eyes closed as I massaged his length. He continued kissing my lips and then my neck.
“Take off your shirt,” he murmured.
I slowly pulled my top over my head, shyly covering my breasts with my palms. Technically, my boobs were about five times their size, so in essence, I was basically covering the nipples. He forced my hands away from my chest as his one palm languidly drifted between them. He then used his thumb and index finger to pinch my nipple as his tongue flicked each one.
There was a fire in the pit of my stomach. I moaned as my head fell back.
“You like that, baby? I’d like to lick you downstairs, but we’ll save returning the favor for another time, if you get my drift. For now, it’s all about my touch and my cock,” he said as he grabbed a condom off the coffee table.
I gathered he’d done this before. A lot. I watched as he pulled the condom out of the foil and sheathed his dick—with one hand. I almost wished we could forget the whole ravish the virgin and let me go back to my skill. Cock sucking. He pulled down my sweats along with my panties. Thank the Lord above it was dark, because I was mortified. My pussy felt slick with arousal and blood. Gross! This utopian moment had just flown out the window.
“Are you ready for me, baby?” he asked as he pressed his knee between my legs to widen them.
As much as I feared the pain, my body complied. It currently had a mind of its own, and what it wanted was Joey Miles’s cock. I was embarrassed, scared, and turned on all at the same time, which threw me for a loop. I was going to pretend I was at the dentist having a cavity filled. I hated the dentist. But in about thirty minutes, it would be over and everything would be fine. I heard him grunt as I felt the head of his dick right at my opening. I went wooden. Like cadaver stiff.
“Relax.”
I looked up at his shadowy face, and for a brief moment, I could sense a change in him. It might have occurred to him I was telling the truth. Lying here with him wasn’t a shining moment for me. I was used to having the power. Now I was vulnerable. And I hated it. The next time I got laid, I’d be on top—either mentally or physically.
He pushed in just the tip. I felt pressure. Frankly, he felt too big to go in my small hole.
“Joey, I’m having second thoughts,” I said weakly.
He stopped and backed out. “If you say no, we’ll stop. I’m not a jerk, and we only do this if you say yes,” he said quietly. “But I’m hoping—more like praying—you’ll say yes. I want to fuck you so badly. No, I need to fuck you. Let me be your first, Red.”
I’d like to say he finally believed I was a virgin, but I knew he only wanted sex. I might have been unskilled in sexual intercourse, but I wasn’t a novice when it came to men. They would say anything in order to get their cock sucked. I assumed it was the same with sex. Tell the girl anything she wants to hear. And there were worse things than being fucked by Joey Miles. Maybe this wouldn’t be bad and everything I’d heard had been a ploy to discourage the act.
He leaned forward and began kissing my neck and then my breasts. Even the slightest caress had me hot with need. My body ached to be touched by him. My center begged for his cock.
“Yes,” I squeaked out.
There were no words as he continued where he left off, stretching me inch by inch. For fuck’s sake, this was going to take forever. I’d rather he plowed in full throttle.
“Just do it, Joey.”
He paused. His face was a