car?â
Iâd told her that I thought one of my Miami Divas co-stars had something to do with putting my tires on flat, but I couldnât prove it.
âMy dad will take care of it,â I replied. I just wanted to get away. If we didnât have this meeting at the station, I wouldâve had Tamara take me straight home. Iâd never admit it out loud, but I was actually pretty sad about Bryce.
âLook, I know youâre bummedââ
âIâm not bummed,â I said, cutting her off, itâs just a stupid car. I didnât want Tamara thinking I was giving my ex-friends the satisfaction of upsetting me.
âWell, Iâm just telling you to keep your eye on the big picture,â she said with a huge smile.
âAnd what would that be?â I said. I turned and stared out of the window. I didnât know what I was feeling moreâmad at my former crew, or hurt over Bryce. Either way, none of them would ever know. I was planning on keeping it diva style. Iâd never be reduced to fighting again. That reminded me, I hadnât told Tamara about the fight. But the way she was rambling, I just decided not to say anything, period. It was over and done with anyway.
âI mean, just imagine the looks on all of their faces when they see your new show. Everyone is going to be sick to see how much youâve blown up.â
Tamara knew just what to say to me. I was feeling better already. I finally smiled and she patted my hand.
âMaya, you were meant for this,â Tamara continued. âDonât let any of this petty high school drama get you down. Youâre about to be on a whole other level.â She paused as she pulled into the parking lot at the television station, swiped her key card, and went through the gate. âWe are about to make this show one of the hottest, freshest young shows that America has ever seen. And when you blow up as the host, all your so-called friends will be green with envy.â
âThe source of their envy is plain to see, theyâll be hating because they canât be me,â I softly mumbled.
âWhat?â Tamara looked at me strangely.
I shook my head. âOh, nothing. Thatâs just something me and Sheridan used to say.â
Tamara parked in her reserved spot, then turned off the car. âWell, you wonât just be saying it. Youâre now about to be living it.â
I liked the way she talked.
âSo, you got some show ideas?â she asked as we made our way into the building.
âI do,â I replied. âI didnât get as much research done as I wanted because I have this stupid calculus class that is kicking my butt, and I missed a test that I know my teacher is going to be trippinâ about.â I sighed heavily. I couldnât wait for graduation.
âWhy donât you get a tutor? The station will pay for it.â Tamaraâs eyes lit up like an idea had just come to her. âIt would be great if you could get someone from your school to tutor you and assist you when necessary. You donât have any geeks at your school looking for a part-time job?â
Part-time? I needed help full-time if they wanted me to maintain my fabulosity, but I didnât push itâyet.
âI did have this girl from my school help me get ready for this test.â
Of course, Valerie had quickly responded to my Twitter message. Sheâd come by the next day and done a crash course on the calculus test, which sheâd already taken. It was grueling, but I took the makeup exam this morning and I felt like Iâd done all right.
âWell, thatâs good,â Tamara said. âHire her to help you with all your schoolwork, then when sheâs not helping you with schoolwork, she can do little things you need done around the station.â
I shook off that thought. Did I really want to hang around a scrub like Valerie, even if she was working for me? I know some