straightened. A.J.
followed the trajectory of his gaze toward the motel and wasn’t at all surprised to see Connor walking across the parking lot, a duffel on his shoulder and a coffee cup in his hand. Both guys
wore dark sunglasses, but the lenses did nothing to temper the
poisonous glares that passed between them.
Then they quickly broke eye contact. Connor sipped his
coffee. Jude took a drag off his cigarette. Neither looked the
other’s way again.
Connor boarded the bus. He stashed his duffel and took
a seat at the table. Shiloh was sitting opposite him, playing on her phone, but neither spoke. After he’d fastened his seat belt, Connor gazed out the window as he nursed his coffee.
A moment later, Jude boarded. Connor’s gaze stayed
fixed on something outside. For his part, Jude focused
straight ahead as he continued into the back of the bus where
the racks were. Something unzipped, and something else
rustled, and then Jude returned, a pair of earbuds in his hand.
He found a seat that put some distance between himself and
Connor—a deliberate choice, no doubt—put in his earbuds,
and pulled his cap over his eyes.
The engines groaned, and the bus eased into motion. As
the bus rolled down the interstate, most of the band members
dozed, and thanks to the motion and the steady hum of road
noise, even A.J. drifted off.
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The next thing he knew, the bus was decelerating and
nosing down an off-ramp. His bandmates were stirring too.
He sat up, yawning as he rubbed his stiff neck, and looked out
the window. They were somewhere in the middle of nowhere,
with nothing but a gas station and a junkyard to break up the
monotony of cornfields.
“I’m going in for more coffee,” Shiloh announced as the
bus pulled into the gas station. “Anybody want anything?”
Everyone raised a hand. A.J.’s temples were already
throbbing. Coffee? Yes, please .
“Of course,” she grumbled, and as soon as the bus had
come to a stop, she headed inside. One by one, the band
followed. They browsed the racks for junk food, caffeine,
and cigarettes before they paid and got back on board.
Richie and Jude both smoked, then joined everyone.
Sitting at the table across from Connor, Shiloh cleared
her throat. “So. I guess we should get rehearsing.”
Vanessa groaned. “I haven’t had nearly enough caffeine
for that.”
“You’re not the one who needs to rehearse.” Shiloh shot
Jude a look. “How about you? Had enough coffee yet?”
“I’m good.” Jude sat up. “My bass is in one of the
compartments under the bus, though.”
“Well.” She nodded toward the door. “We aren’t moving.”
Jude chuckled. “All right, all right.” He rose, throwing
over his shoulder, “Back in a second.”
Richie went with him, and the two returned with their
instruments. This wasn’t the best place for rehearsing, but
their opportunities were going to be limited and they were
short on time, so this would have to do.
Connor stayed in his seat, playing with the edge of his
coffee cup, while the rest of the band gathered in the cramped
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living area, belting themselves in and making the most of
what little space they had. Since A.J. wouldn’t be much use
during this rehearsal, he sat across from Connor and stayed
out of the way.
He watched uneasily as Jude tuned his bass. Desperate
or not, this was madness. They were performing tomorrow
night. A little over twenty-four hours from now, they’d
be taking the stage in Denver, playing for a crowd that was
already impatient for Running with Scissors to get the fuck
through their set so they could see Schadenfreude like they’d
paid through the nose to do.
Jude rested his bass on his leg and positioned his hand on
the neck. He absently warmed up, plucking his way through
a few scales. The medical tape was gone now, revealing raw
fingertips, but they didn’t seem to hinder his ability to play.
Shiloh handed him a tattered page. “Here’s