to the fridge, the gun held loosely in my hand, and took out the fresh salmon. I turned, gave him my best smile and said, âChange your diet. Need to get some meat on you, pal.â
I took the fish with me.
I headed along the Newcastle Road, the fish under my arm, until I came to the Salmon Weir Bridge, where I threw the salmon into the water.
A young boy, maybe twelve, was watching me. âIs that fish still alive?â he asked.
I lied, said, âThe water will revive him.â
He gave me a look of total contempt. âThe water is poisoned, it will kill him.â
He gave one more look into the water, hoping against hope, I think, then turned back to me.
âYouâre a very stupid man.â
Few would disagree.
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15
Holy Water?
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Next morning, I woke to my first hangover in years and go figure, it wasnât too bad. Sick stomach, sure, groggy head, par for the course. But nothing major. Not one of those biblical gigs where you swear,
Never again
.
I didnât think it was a whole new era. The real deal was coming down the pike but I was grateful for small mercies. I drank a half-litre of water, boiled the night before. It threatened to come right back up, then settled.
I shaved and only cut meself once. My eyes were red and there was a grey pallor on my face but it could have been worse.
I made some coffee and actually drank a cup. Ididnât enjoy it much, but then I wasnât exactly looking for that. I wanted the caffeine hit. Where was it written that enjoyment would be part of the deal?
I dressed in a clean white shirt, cleanish jeans and a pair of Doc Martens Iâd been breaking in for a while. Once you get past the new stage, few things are more comfortable.
I went out and knocked on my neighbourâs door. He opened it cautiously. I said, âI paid a visit to the guy who beat you up.â
He tried to read my face and then smiled. He had one of those radiant ones, like a child who still believes the world is good. âDid you hurt him?â
âI stole his fish.â
He thought about that, then laughed. âThatâs so
Godfather
. I love it.â
I shrugged and as I moved away he shouted, âParty on, next Friday, bring anything but fish.â
He was a hard guy not to like.
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I was up and out by noon the next day.
I started to walk along by OâBrienâs Bridge, my heart light. Iâd just reached the junction where you turn into Market Street when I almost collided with Father Malachy. He was the most dedicated smoker I know and was shrouded in a blizzard of smoke, as usual. He had enlisted my help when he had been threatened and his life was in danger and we had almostreached a state of friendly hostility. But it didnât last.
I stopped and looked at him.
âTaylor, by the holy, . . . do I smell drink on you? Ah, youâre a hopeless case.â
I grabbed his arm. âI helped you one time and you never paid me. You can pay me now by buying me a pint.â
He was going to protest, but Ireland had changed so much. A guy manhandling a priest wasnât going to bring the cavalry; in fact, it might well bring a lynch party.
I said, âI need to talk to you.â
I indicated the short cut along by St Nicholasâs Church and the pub across from it.
He said, âI donât think you want to go in that place.â
Iâd never been in. I knew it had changed hands many times, but then, hadnât everywhere? When I stared at him, he said, âYour old friend works there.â
âJeff?â
Jeff was the father of Serena May and the last time weâd run into each other, heâd asked me if I was going after Cathy, his wife. Since then, Iâd learnt that Cathy may have killed her own child. I wondered if he knew too. I said, âThatâs not a problem,â and dragged him in.
A young barman was polishing glasses and twolone drinkers were sipping quietly at