that was open.â
âWhere was this book?â
âOn the floor beside the bed. I guess Mrs. Madison had been reading it. But it looked like sheâd put it on the floor before she died.â
âDo you remember the subject of that book?â
âIt was about Cleopatra. It showed a picture of her, and the title was in big letters.â
âWhat else did you notice?â
âA piece of yellow paper. Legal size.â
âWhere was this paper?â
âIt was also on the floor beside the bed.â
âNext to the book?â
âRight beside it.â
âIt was lying flat?â
âNo. It was folded in the middle and sort of made to stand up. Like a tent.â
âWas anything written on the outside of the paper?â
âNo.â
âDid you read the paper, Officer Hill?â
âNot at that time.â
Not at that time, because it was then that two EMS workers had arrived, dispatched no doubt by Chanisa Evangela âEvieâ Shipman, presumably as a matter of established practice in such cases. Theyâd come in an ambulance, Orville Todd and Leno Kaneda, and, according to their report, they had found Sandrine âapparently deceased,â a surmise later confirmed by a stethoscope (Lenoâs).
While Officer Hill recounted these activities, I was left to recall them, the flashing light of the ambulance, the way it had rhythmically swept the room, the puzzled look on Orville Toddâs face when he first saw Sandrine, how beautiful she was, perhaps as beautiful in the serenity of death as she had ever been in life, a beauty both EMS workers had obviously noticed. Iâd seen the way they looked at her, then glanced knowingly at each other as if to sayâguy to guyâJesus, what a waste.
âAll right,â Mr. Singleton said. He was obviously impatient with the methodical but somewhat lethargic way Officer Hill had just chronicled the arrival, actions, and departure of the EMS workers. As testimony it had been matter-of-fact but to the jury, as he clearly feared, way too slow, a lag in the action that threw off his presentationâs carefully calculated pace.
âAll right,â he repeated. âNow, Officer Hill, did you have occasion at this point, after the EMS workers had left the room, did you have at that point occasion to look at that yellow paper youâd noticed earlier?â He glanced at the jury as if to remind them to be attentive. âThe one that was folded and placed upright beside the bed, as I believe you have earlier testified, like a tent.â
Sheâd had such occasion, but she hadnât picked up the paper until she asked me a question.
âI asked Mr. Madison what that was, that paper,â Officer Hill informed the court.
âWhat was his answer?â
âHe said it was probably a suicide note.â
âWas this Professor Madisonâs first statement to you with regard to the cause of Sandrine Madisonâs death?â
âYes, it was.â
Mr. Singleton nodded. âCould you tell us if Professor Madison said anything else regarding the paper he referred to as a suicide note?â
âHe said I could take it.â
Because Iâd assumed she would anyway.
âDid he indicate that heâd read it?â
âHe said that he hadnât.â
Which was true. I hadnât read it. Why? Because in order to read it I would have had to pick it up, and so once again my caution had betrayed me. Who would have thought, I asked myself as Officer Hill continued her testimony, that being careful might have such perilous results?
âProfessor Madison had made no attempt to read what he assumed to be his wifeâs suicide note?â Mr. Singleton asked to emphasize the point.
âThatâs what he said, yes.â
âAnd he just told you to take it?â
âYes,â Officer Hill answered. âThose were his exact words. He just said,