the wall and then he stood and lifted me, taking me to the bed. I loved being in Donovan’s arms, and almost whimpered when he placed me on the bed, and let me go. I tracked his movements as he pulled his shirt off and then removed the rest of his clothes. When he stood naked, our eyes met again, and the feral way he stared at me caused my core to clench.
“Come here,” he growled, indicating for me to move to the edge of the bed.
I scrambled as fast as I could and sat where he pointed.
Waiting.
Wanting.
Needing.
His hands went to the bottom of my top and he lifted it over my head and dropped it on the floor. Then he knelt in front of me, again – oh God how I loved him kneeling in front of me, because it meant he was about to worship me - and cupped both my breasts through my bra.
“So beautiful,” he murmured, almost to himself, almost as if he was as lost in the pleasure as much as I was. His fingers hooked over the edge of my bra cups and slid them to the side to free my breasts. And then he dipped his face and took one breast into his mouth, his warm lips sucking me, his tongue flicking over my skin.
I wound my fingers in his hair and moaned as my body arched towards him. He grunted his approval and continued his slow exploration of my breasts. Donovan didn’t often do sex slow and gentle like he was tonight. Usually he preferred it harder, rougher and a little faster, and while I loved that, this side of my man lit my body with desire in a whole other way.
It was delicious and sexy and divine.
Sacred between us.
In this space, we connected on a whole other level.
His touch whispered his feelings to me.
It spoke the words he couldn’t say out loud.
Revealed his soul in ways nothing else could.
My beautifully broken man had so much love to give and when he lavished it upon me in this way, I sent out prayers of thanks that I’d found him.
When he’d finished with my breasts, he undid my bra and removed it. His hands skimmed down my sides, over my hips and rested on my thighs for a moment. Looking up at me, he said, “I’ve struggled to think of anything but you today, sweetheart. Do you have any idea what you do to me? Any clue how wrapped up in you I am?” His husky voice spread goose bumps over my skin. Or perhaps it was his words that caused that.
I took hold of his face with both hands and kissed him. Long and deep. And then I answered him. “I think I have an idea of how you feel because I feel the same way, Donovan. It’s like you’re stalking my mind, always there in everything I do. And I spend every hour counting down the minutes until I get to see you again.”
His gaze had me trapped and he didn’t let me go. Those dark eyes of his reached inside, communicating wordless needs and desires to me. There were no words to describe the energy flowing between us in this moment; all we needed to do was feel.
“Fuck,” he growled as he stood. His movements were swift as he lifted me with him.
A moment later, he had me on my back on the bed while he positioned himself over me. Staring down at me, he said, “It’s going to be a long night, baby.” And before I could even form a thought in response to that, he thrust his cock inside me, and I realised my slow and gentle man was gone, and my hard and fast man had returned.
And I clung on for dear life.
His grunts filled the room, arousing me, his pace almost exhausting me. When we finally came, we came so hard I thought he might shatter me.
I continued to cling on to him.
I never wanted to let him go because even though he had the power to break me apart, I knew that wrapped in his embrace was where I needed to be.
Safe.
Protected.
Loved.
He held me for what felt a very long time before letting me go and pulling out of me. “You okay, baby?” he asked, his eyes tender – the complete opposite of the way he just fucked me.
I smiled. “Yeah, you just sent me somewhere though.” I wasn’t sure if he would understand, but I