idea what kind of accommodation we can expect? Iâve never been a prisoner of war before.â
âNone of us have. The brigadier said there was talk of housing the officers in a hotel, but Iâm guessing that even if there is a hotel, the rooms wonât be up to Ritz standard, or even that of a doss house. But whatever they are theyâll be better than the accommodation the ranks will be given and thatâs where Iâm headed. I cleared it with the brigadier last night. The Turks are allowing one officer to remain with every regiment. Iâm staying with the Dorsets.â
âThe men will be put to work?â
âThey will.â
Bowditch was feeling too demoralised to ask what work Crabbe thought the men would be forced to carry out. He studied the horizon. âDawn is breaking.â He stared at the wharf as the square outlines of warehouses on the bank emerged from the night shadows. âBaghdad doesnât look much of a place, does it, sir?â
âIf there is anywhere that looks like much of a place in this bloody country, I havenât seen it.â Sensing Bowditchâs despair Crabbe gripped his shoulder. âAll we can do is make the best of it, boy, and remember weâre not as badly off as some. Itâs the poor beggars marching behind us I feel sorry for.â
âYouâre thinking of Major Mason, sir.â
âHe wonât sleep, eat, or rest while thereâs a man who needs care, and when a man is past saving he wonât leave him unburied. If he hasnât the strength to pick up a shovel, heâll scrape out a grave with his bare hands.â
âHe has Sergeant Greening and his orderlies to help him, sir,â Bowditch reminded.
âAnd hundreds of sick and dying men who are being force-marched. Much as I donât want to spend any time here, Iâd like to see him before we move off if only to reassure myself that heâs made it this far.â
âOdd isnât it, sir?â
âWhat?â Crabbe asked.
âHow close weâve become since weâve surrendered. While we were under siege I saw men fight over a tin of bully beef, now â¦â
âWe have no tins of bully beef to fight over and the Turksâ black biscuits donât warrant expending any energy.â Ignoring his own warning about rationing cigarettes Crabbe reached into his pocket.
âThat mention of bully beef has made me hungry. Iâll go and forage. You never know, the Turks might have come up with something for breakfast.â
âIâll say this much for you, Bowditch, youâre an incorrigible optimist.â
Crabbe watched the lieutenant pick his way back over the sleeping men carpeting the deck and resumed the calculations heâd been making as to how much longer the war was going to last.
Chapter Four
The desert south of Baghdad
May 1916
John was on a ship. The sky was blue, the breeze fresh. He was surrounded by light. It danced and shimmered, clear, beautiful, and blinding above and around him. Below the sea glistened with reflected sunbeams that tipped the surface of the waves with winking gold and silver flashes. The wind carried the taste of fresh salt air. The vessel moved out from the land, gliding slow and stately past the anchored boats in the harbour.
A woman stood next to him, a child in her arms. She looked ahead towards the horizon. A shawl covered her hair. He felt an overwhelming love for her and the child. He lifted his arm intending to embrace her â¦
He woke with a jerk. Momentarily disorientated, it was a few seconds before he realised heâd been sunk deep in a recurring, disturbingly realistic dream that had first surfaced in Kut.
He opened his eyes, rubbed the desert grit from them, and blinked. He was encased in darkness. There was no salt breeze. The air was as cold as only desert air can be in the hour before dawn. A few sticks smouldered weakly at his feet, barely