into Dougâs jacket pockets, searching for his phone. When I didnât find it, I opened the glove box to peer inside. Then I heard the click of the gun. I turned to see Doug pointing the shotgun at me. I shifted slowly in my seat to face Doug, with my hands in the air. There was blood on his forehead. He must have hit his head against the dash. He favored his shoulder as if it hurt. Blood oozed from the gash on his arm.
âI donât think weâre going anywhere now,â I said. I turned his attention to the crunched front end of the vehicle. The headlights lit up the bank, but the engine was dead. âYouâve got a cell, right?â I asked him. âLet me phone for help.â
âGet out,â Doug told me. âNow.â
I backed my way out of the vehicle and stood in the snow. Doug went around the back of the van to check on Amber. I followed. âWe can still save her,â I told him. âJust give me your phone.â
âIâm not going to jail.â
âYou donât have to. Like I said, you can make a run for it. Iâll take care of Amber.â
âNo!â he cried.
âOr stay, if thatâs what you want,â I said. âYou need help too.â I touched his bloody arm. He staggered a little from the pain.
âYouâre not phoning anybody,â he said. He slurred his words. Clearly, the blow to his head had left him even more confused.
âListen to me carefully,â I told him. âIf we stay here, weâll all die of exposure. Weâll freeze to death. Amber will die first. Sheâs already close to death now.â
âNo!â he whined. âShe wonât die.â
âShe will, Doug. Give me the damn phone.â
âNo!â Doug dug his cell from his back jeans pocket and hurled it over the edge of the road.
âWhy the hell did you do that?â I said. He aimed the shotgun at me. âNo cops. No Search and Rescue. No one is coming between me and Amber. Nobody.â
âThen Amber may very well die,â I said. We had no way to call for help now. My only hope was that Mom had convinced the cops her story was true. Even if she had, I wasnât sure emergency crews would reach us in time.
Doug stumbled around in a circle, holding the gun to his shoulder as if trying to find a target. His eyes watered. âThereâs no way out of this,â he moaned. âThereâs no way out.â
âThereâs always a way,â I said. âPlease, give me the gun.â
At that moment, I heard a car approaching. The vehicleâs lights blinded us both as it rounded the bend. Doug flinched and turned away.
My mom jumped out of the driverâs side, leaving the lights on. I realized only then that the car was mine.
âClaire!â Mom cried. âAre you all right?â
âWhat the hell are you doing here?â I asked her. âYou were going for help, remember?â
She pointed her thumb at Doug. âI had to follow you,â Mom said. âYou know I did.â
Mom had raced up that logging road behind us. I loved her for it, but now I was sure no one would help us.
Doug turned the gun on my mother. âYou,â he told her. âGive me your car keys.â When Mom didnât hand them over right away, he shouted, âNow!â
âOkay, okay!â Mom tossed him the keys.
âReporter lady,â he said. âGet Amber into that car.â
âOnly if Iâm driving her to a hospital.â
Doug pointed the gun back at Mom. âDo it.â
âThis isnât like you, Doug,â I said. âThe drugs are messing with your mind. I know you donât really want to hurt any of us.â
Doug fired the gun at Momâs feet to prove he was serious. The gunshot echoed off the hills around us. âDo what he says, Claire,â said Mom. Her voice was tense.
I held both hands out. âOkay!â I said.
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