of the books weâd looked at. It was full of short stories and weâd started one of them but hadnât had time to look at more than the first paragraph. I was dying to know what happened next.
âIâll tell you what, Iâll photocopy that page for you, Jess, because Iâm going to need the book this afternoon.â
As I walked back to Hazeldean to put the precious sheet away somewhere safe in the dorm, I thought about Miss Cardwell and what sheâd taught me, and I couldnât help feeling happy and hopeful. It was just as though she could see right into my brain and sheâd spotted a massive knotted ball of cotton and found the end. And now she was slowly starting to unravel it for me.
Chapter Six
On Saturday mornings there are lessons at Silver Spires, but once theyâre over, the weekend is nearly always packed with interesting and fun things to do. The houseparents are always telling us that we mustnât feel obliged to fill the whole weekend with activities, though, if we just want to chill or do our own thing or catch up on work or anything.
Sometimes there are outings or events that everyone has to join in with, like when we have international evenings and you dress up in the style of clothes from that country and eat food that is typical of the country, and maybe have dancing or singing or games, or all three. Thatâs always great fun. Then there are shopping trips organized every week, but Grace and I donât often go on those unless we really need to buy something, because weâre not that into shopping â not like Katy, whoâs so stylish and loves looking at all the latest fashions. Itâs true that I dress differently from lots of other girls at Silver Spires, but itâs not so much that Iâm into fashion, more that I just like putting interesting colours and styles together. And as for Grace, well sheâs hardly ever out of her tracksuit!
Grace often trains at the weekends actually, and I like to do my art, taking photos or drawing pictures, but if she has a match I usually go along and support her. Sometimes I have work to catch up on though, and Grace helps me. That was fine for the first term, but then during last term the work increased, and recently I havenât known where to start, thereâs so much. Everyone else seems to manage okay, but I feel as though Iâm drowning in work because of the reading and writing taking me so long, and I canât keep asking Grace for help when sheâs got all her sports training to do.
Once or twice Iâve had to pretend Iâm not interested in going to the theatre or the ice skating rink, just because I need time on my own to try and catch up with all I have to do to get through the next week of lessons. But when I had to miss a museum trip once I was so depressed and upset that I couldnât concentrate on the work anyway, so it was a waste of time.
This weekend thereâs an outing to the big bowlplex in town, and then the cinema later. And on Sunday thereâs a trip to Shakespeareâs Globe. Georgie was over the moon about that and the others were going along too. Iâve been before with my parents, otherwise I would have loved to go, because the building is amazing. Itâs been built with all the materials that actually would have been used in Shakespeareâs day.
The main reason I didnât want to go, though, was because I was desperate to have some time on my own to work on my project, but also to practise reading and to try and finish the story that Miss Cardwell had photocopied for me. There was one other thing that I wanted to do too. Ever since Miss Cardwell had mentioned that those two artists, Michelangelo and Leonardo da Vinci, both had dyslexia, Iâd been thinking about that, wondering whether she was just saying it because she knew I was interested in art and thought it would make me feel better. After all, she could make up anything,