his head, one arm hooked possessively around her waist, he looked relaxed. Off guard. Gone were the lines of tension, the tight control heâd always held.
Last night that control had nearly shattered. Heâd made love to her with a wildness that echoed his wolf. Ariel rolled over, brushed a lock of blond hair off his brow. His mouth was parted slightly as he breathed.
How long had it been since heâd been able to relax like this? She touched the firmness of his lips, remembering them caressing her skin, intent on making her feel pleasure.
His eyes flew open. He turned, capturing her in his arms. Ariel gave a small squeak as he rolled over, his heavy weight pinning her to the mattress, his erection snug against her sex.
âLook what my fairy godmother delivered to my bed. A pretty Fae shifter.â
Rough with sleep, his voice was husky and sexy. Ariel laced her fingers through his.
âYou were incredible last night.â Jarrett gave a slow smile. âCare for a repeat performance?â
The breathy excitement of last night faded in the growing sunlight. Ariel searched his face. She saw earthly passion, raw sexuality and male need.
But no emotion. No tenderness. As if she were a stranger and had spent the night in his bed.
âMaking love with you was so intense.â
Jarrett squeezed her fingers. âBest sex Iâve had in a long time.â
Sex. Not love. Heâd told her he had nothing to give. Nothing but his body and pleasure.
Strength filled her limbs. In a sudden burst of energy, she twisted, throwing him off her. Jarrettâs eyes widened. Ariel ignored him, slid to the bedâs edge and went to the lace curtains.
They were dusty and yellowed from age. She brought a panel to her nose and inhaled, detecting a faint scent of female.
âInteresting curtains. You know, window decor has changed in the past thirty years. You might consider a decorator.â Ariel turned to him, hands on hips. âUnless youâre so mired in the past you canât bear to change them.â
Tension whitened his mouth. âIâve always hated those curtains. Too fussy. Chloe made themâ¦.â
His voice drifted off. Pain radiated from him like a pulsing beacon.
âAnd sheâs dead. So you still live with curtains you donât like? Great leadership, Jarrett. Really a good way to show your people how to move on. Iâm sure youâre not the only one whoâs suffered a loss.â
She hated the words coming from her mouth, but knew she had to push him hard. Jarrett bounded out of bed, stalked over to the curtains. With a mighty yank, he tore down one panel. It tumbled to the floor in a dusty cloud.
Breathing heavily, he ripped off the others. Misery shadowed his face, then vanished. Arielâs heart ached for him.
âJarrett, sheâs gone. I know you loved her, and that love will never die. Youâre a strong leader who would die for your people. You want a mate to give them hope and life. Yet youâre dead inside, until you move on and embrace your own life and your own future.â She framed his face with her hands, moisture filling her eyes.
He nodded, closing his eyes. When he opened them, they were empty of emotion. âYouâre right. But I warned you, Ariel. I have no more feelings left to give. Iâm not capable of giving you what you want most.â
âThat doesnât mean I should stop hoping. Call me a dreamer.â
He brushed a finger down her cheek. Sadness swam in the depths of his dark eyes. âKeep dreaming, Ariel. I need your dreams.â
He let her go.
In the shower, water beaded on her skin, mingling with the salty tears cascading down her cheeks.
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âIâm going home. I have to see if everyoneâs okay.â
Tension tightened his muscles at her words. Jarrett leapt off the porch railing and followed Ariel down the steps. His men watched. He didnât give a damn.
She mattered