Willardâs narratives about the past. His calm, soothing voice comforted her soul, especially now. âDad told that story a hundred times while I was growing up.â She knelt beside the coffee table andbegan lining up the black pieces on the checkerboard. âWant some popcorn or something to drink?â
Willard leaned against the sofa and rested his hands on his stomach. âI donât suppose you have any soda pop in your refrigerator?â
âOrange Crush, right?â At his nod, Natalie held back her amusement and eased herself from the floor. As she walked past, she patted his spongy gray hair, glad for his company. âIâll see what I can find.â
Minutes later, she returned with two bottles of root beer. âSorry, we didnât have any orange soda, but hopefully, this will do.â She handed Willard the cold drink, deciding to broach the discussion sheâd had with her fatherâs attorney. âDid Dad ever mention his dislike for banks?â
Willard latched onto the bottle and scooted to the edge of his seat. âI remember him cussing when a bank teller charged him for a box of checks. He was right mad about that. Guess you could say he had a genuine dislike for them.â
âWhat about his money? He never gambled, did he?â Natalie practically choked out the words.
His bushy eyebrows arched. âWhat kind of nonsense are you talking, girl?â
Natalie forced a smile. How much could she reveal without casting an unpleasant light on their situation? Sheâd rather eat dirt than confess they barely had enough money to make it through the summer. âI visited with Dadâs lawyer the other day. He told me there were no savings accounts in Dadâs records.â
âYour dad never lacked for money. He inherited this ranch debt-free when your grandfather died.â
âMr. Thompson suggested Dad might have gambled the money or given it awayâlike to a charity. Iâd hoped he might have mentioned something to you.â
Willard ducked his chin and frowned. âYou know your dad. Hewasnât one to throw away money. I canât imagine him doing such a fool thing.â
Natalie couldnât imagine it either. But then she hadnât been aware of his dabbling in poetry. âDid you know he wrote poems for Chelsey and Dillon?â
âIs that so?â
âAccording to Mr. Thompson, he wrote one for each of them,â she said, hiding the resentment that heâd given them such a personal gift of love. Natalie had set the poems aside, thinking it best to show the kids after theyâd had time to accept their fatherâs death. Then again, maybe it was more a matter of putting them out of sight, out of mind.
Willard scratched his bristly chin. âHe once gave me a poem called âBoots.â I thought it odd at the time, but you know my fondness for verse.â
Natalieâs stomach twisted. It seemed her dad had written poetry for everyone but her. Had he been mad or upset with her? Or had he sensed the same disconnection sheâd felt since Las Vegas? âDo you still have it?â
âI donât even know.â He twisted the bottle cap, and a puff of mist sprayed out the neck. His gaze bore into her as though reading one of his favorite books. âYou ready to play checkers or is there something else on your mind?â
Natalie rolled her bottle of root beer between her hands, the condensation cool and moist against her palms. âActually, there was something I wanted to ask you.â She pressed her lips together, willing her mouth to form the words.
âThe other day when we were unloading cattle, you said Dad made you promise to take care of us. That you were with him when he died. Youâll probably think Iâm crazyâ¦â She stared up at the yellow water ring that stained the ceiling and took a deep breath. âWas he in a lot of pain? Was he scaredâto