is Lieutenant Colonel Emma Bledsoe.â
I take a moment to process this information. This means Orion didnât just target people in the militaryâhe was going down the line, killing off the most important people first. I should have recognized Lieutenant Colonel Bledsoe from when I saw her under the ice, but I certainly hadnât expected Colonel Martin to be so unlike his daughter once awake. I do not see anything of Amy in his judging eyes, his stiff posture.
âIâm Elder,â I say simply.
âElder of what?â Colonel Martin snaps.
âItâs my name. Elder. And also my title. Itâs what we call the leader of the ship.â
Colonel Martin heaves a sigh, staring at me. From the corner of my eye, I notice Lieutenant Colonel Bledsoeâs expression. Sheâs much younger than Colonel Martin and not as good at hiding her emotions: I can see concern in her dark eyes, worry in the lines of her mouth.
âSo youâve been the one in charge of those people in there?â Colonel Martin asks.
âYes.â I donât tell him that Iâve been the leader for only months, that my reign ended with the shuttle launch, that my kingdom was so divided that a third of the people stayed on
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. I donât want to be talking about this at all; Iâd like for him to do whatever he needs to do on the computer so we can leave. My eyes keep flicking toward the sky; my ears are half-listening for a bone-chilling screech. I donât want him to see my fear, though, so I try to focus on what heâs saying.
âI donât know what situation led to someone as young as you stepping up to a leadership role,â he continues. âI donât know whatâs been going on that led to my daughter waking up early and becoming embroiled in this mess. But I can guess, judging from the sloppy landing I see here and the injured and dead of your kind in there, that things havenât been going well.â
âEnough,â I say, the word coming out as a growl.
A mask of compassion falls on Colonel Martinâs face. âI just meantâitâs clear that this has been difficult. For everyone, yes, but especially for you, as a leader called too soon.â
I stare back at him, careful to keep my emotions from showing. Thereâs truth to everything heâs saying, but itâs not the whole story. Yes, itâs been hard. But I accepted the responsibility knowing it would be difficult, and thatâs different from the picture heâs trying to paint of me.
Itâs not like I would have given up even if Iâd had another choice.
âThe situation at hand is simple,â he continues. âWe need to establish one leader for both the shipborns and the Earthborn people. I would like to suggest that you pass leadership over to me now so that we can begin this mission on the right foot.â
My first thought:
This man looks nothing like Eldest, he sounds nothing like him, but he thinks in just the same way
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Colonel Martin sits down in the seat in front of the control panelâthe same seat Amy sat in as we landed the shuttle. He turns the chair so it faces the other seat and pats it. âSit down, son,â he says kindly.
And I do. I think I understand now why Amy wanted her father back so much. Colonel Martin speaks with such assurance in his voice that I almost believe he can make my problems go away merely by commanding them to do so.
Almost.
âThings are very different from how I expected them to be,â he says, the words heavy. âI wasnât supposed to be in charge.â
Neither was I.
âIâm not ready for this.â
Neither was I.
âBut everything has changed now.â
I know.
Colonel Martin tips back in the chair, looking up at the sky. âColonies have always had a difficult time surviving. When America was settled, the colonists were separated by an ocean and months of travel from any
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