then turned to me. âI was certain youâd know it. Though now that seems foolish. And I led him to believe . . . that I knew it. That I would tell it next.â
I had the strangest sensation then, as if my heart were cracking in my chest, as if it were crumbling apart like dried clay.
The Sultan abhorred deception. He was famous for it. There was a saying in the city:
like lying to the Sultan.
Eating poison was like lying to the Sultan. Stepping into a nest of cobras was like lying to the Sultan. Plunging a dagger into your heart was like lying to the Sultan.
I had so wanted to help Shahrazad; I had felt so good
thinking
I had helped her. But I had only made things worse.
Dunyazad broke the silence. âWhen? When did you tell him that? Not when you told the story. Not when I was there.â
âWhen he summoned me later this morning. To see our new son.â
âBut why did you
say
that? That you knew the rest of the tale?â
Shahrazad shrugged. âHe seemed so pleased with me . . . with the baby. And he mentioned the tale again. He asked me straight out if I knew it. I didnât want to displease him. Didnât
dare!
You know that, Dunya, how careful I have to be.â She turned to me. âWhen I tell him certain tales, I must do it in the most delicate way, wrapping stories inside of stories, so he can learn without knowing that Iâm teaching. Or at leastâwithout either of us having to acknowledge it. And heâs never requested anything from me before now. If I were to refuse him his only requestââ
âOnly
request!â Dunyazad cried. âSave that you keep him entertained to his satisfaction every single night, without ever repeating yourself, whether or not youâve even given
birth
that day, or heâllââ
âHush! Keep your voice down, Sister! Walls have rats and rats have ears!â
I cleared my throat; they both looked at me. âMaybe,â I ventured, âsince it was so long ago when the Sultan heard the tale, maybe heâs forgotten exactly how it goes. And I could . . . make up a story about Julnarâs son.â
Shahrazad looked at me wonderingly. âYou can do itjust like that?â she asked. âMake up a whole new story?â
I shrugged. âYou can, too.â
âFor me itâs hard. And my stories arenât very good.â
âBut Iâm sure they
areâ
Shahrazad laughed. âIâm human, Marjanâjust like you. Iâm better at some things than others. But it would be unwise for either of us to make up a story about Julnarâs son. The Sultan will know the right one when he hears it. Itâs like that name . . . the name with the two Dâs or two
Bâs.
When you forget a name like that you donât really forget it, because when you hear it again you know it instantly. Itâll be that way with this tale. If you came up with something far different from what he remembersâas youâd be bound to doâheâd be suspicious.
Angry.â
âWhat about the other women in the harem?â I asked. âOne of them must have heard it.â
Dunyazad snorted.
âThey
wonât help.â
âTheyâre . . . afraid of the Khatun,â Shahrazad said. âThey live and die at her whim. So theyâre very . . . cautious around me.â
âEven though my sisterâs saving all their lives,â Dunyazad said. âThe young ones, anyway. Theyâre cowards!â
Shahrazad sighed. âWell, things are dangerous for them, too.â
âI still donât understand,â I said, âwhy the Khatunââ
âShe
hates
my sister!â Dunyazad broke in. âSheâs a witch!â
âShh!â
Shahrazad put a finger to her lips.
âWell she is!â
âIf only I could get
outâ
I said. âI could find that beggarâI know it. They usually stake out the same places for