could be where I am today. And âwhere I am today,â most days, feels like on top of the world. What kind of a person would throw all that away for tie-dye and a chore list? I breathe deeply, trying to reclaim the temporary peace Iâd found, but it seems Iâve already lost it.
Thereâs shuffling beside me and I look up to see Sammy rolling her mat. She holds a finger to her lips and nods to Tess across the room. Sheâs still sprawled out on the ground, and I can tell by the steady rise and fall of her chest, the heavy, outward tilt of her feet, that sheâs sleeping.
âWell, that sucked,â Tess grumbles, her yoga mat folded sloppily under her arm.
Across the street from the yoga studio is Fresh, a vegan café. Weâre staring at the chalkboard menu, deciding between shots of wheatgrass and house-brewed kombucha.
âYeah, you looked like you were really struggling,âSammy jokes, closing her eyes and lolling her head to one side, before breaking out in a fake snore.
âMy point exactly. If I wanted to pay fifteen dollars to take a nap I could have gone to the movies. I donât need a guru for that.â
Tess leans her mat against the counter and pushes in front of us to squint at the menu. As sheâs looking, the line shifts and I see that Maya, our serenely smiling instructor, has walked in behind us. She greets a few familiar faces and falls into line.
âFire cider?â Tess asks, making a face. âKombucha? Is it a requirement for there to be at least one insufferable hippie establishment within a hundred feet of every yoga studio on the planet?â
I clear my throat as Sammy looks pointedly over Tessâs shoulder. âWhat?â Tess asks. She turns around and Maya wiggles her fingers in a teasing wave.
Tessâs face, still pink from the heat of the studio, flushes an even deeper crimson. âOh,â she says. âHey. I didnât mean . . .â
âNo, itâs a really good question.â Maya nods, a spirited sparkle in her big green eyes. âIâll have to take it up with my guru .â
Sammy and I laugh while Tess fidgets uncomfortably. Itâs not very often that sheâs put on the receiving end of this kind of banter, and itâs entertaining to watch.
âIâm only teasing,â Maya says, touching Tess lightly on the shoulder. âBut you really should try the fire cider. Itâs life-changing.â
As a peace offering, I insist on treating Maya to a cider shot, and she suggests that I get a round for the rest of us, too.
âWhatâs in it?â Sammy asks as the barista hands over the squat glasses. She leans in and crinkles her nose at the pungent smell.
âItâs vinegar infused with horseradish and a bunch of other stuff,â Maya explains. âItâs like a power-washing for your insides.â
âAnd thatâs a good thing?â Tess asks quietly, clearly still recovering from the taste of her own foot in her mouth.
Maya smiles. âItâs never a bad idea to start over,â she says, holding up her shot glass. It may be something in her eye, but I swear she winks at me as we clink glasses. For a paranoid second, I wonder if she was actually reading my mind in class.
We knock back our cidersâitâs like a mix between mouthwash and a Bloody Mary, in a not entirely unpleasant wayâand say good-bye to Maya, promising to come back to class next weekend.
Thereâs a small corner table in the back of the café and I duck toward it. A freckled girl with pigtails stopsme on the way to ask for a photo, and I oblige. Itâs only happened a handful of times since weâve been here, and everyone has been so polite that I havenât minded, but today, it gives me a little shock. Itâs been amazingly easy to forget that Iâm famous. I sort of expect that everyone else has forgotten, too.
âWhatâs up?â Tess
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