Margyâs bed
do jobs
go to school
eat stinky soup
help Tim
get bossed by Nancy
Same
but not the same
Not without Janey
I dream I tell Mum about Janey
Dream she holds me
Dream I am crying
I wake up
Crying
I sit in the crying tree
looking out at the bush
watching birds
insects
lizards
Like I used to
with Janey
Wildflowers are fading
No more billy buttons
pepper and salt
bacon and eggs
boronia
No more Janey
talking
giggling
whispering in my ear
Tim finds me in the tree
crying for home
crying for family
crying for Janey
crying for him
crying for me
He slips in beside me
You watchinâ the bush, Annie?
Wonât see no more flowers
they all gone
Look, Tim
I open my hand
He gasps
The last billy button!
Tim looks at me
eyes wet and shining
We gunna give it to Janey?
We lay the last billy button
on Janeyâs grave
So bright
here
in this place
Itâs a smile
A sad smile
but a good sad smile
Like Janey
smiling at us for the last time
Like us
crying our hearts out
but smiling back
Tim stands tall
I ainât a baby no more!
I donât forget what Janey told me
I got country
I got family
Dadâs tall as a gum tree
and heâs a good bushman
Mum likes blue dresses and cuddles
Granny Alice sings real sweet
and drinks black tea
I remember, Annie!
I nod
I remember my family too
Mumâs high voice
bright as the stars
Little sisterâs sloppy kisses
Auntyâs hugs
Uncleâs bush food
Grandpaâs jokes
Grannyâs stories
My mum will tell little sister
Big sister has curly hair
And sheâs a fine singer
My mum will tell her
like Janey told Tim
They wonât forget me
I wonât forget them
A kookaburra calls
KOO â KOO â KAA â KAA
The bird skims the treetops
swoops low over me and Tim
soars away
Timâs eyes go big
Janey loved kookaburras
They special to her
like mudlarks are special to me
What you think, Annie?
Is sister flyinâ home?
Tears stream down my cheeks
Yeah, Tim
sheâs gone home
We gaze after the kookaburra
You know what, Annie?
Someday
Iâll grow me own feathers
Fly home to Mum and Dad
and Granny Alice
like Janey wanted
I give Tim a shaky smile
If birds have wings
so do songs
Tonight
when all the girls are sleeping
I will send a song
on the moonlight
to my mum
She will hear my song in a dream
Listen to my voice
Know itâs me
I will sing
I am not lost, Mum
Watch for me
Someday
I am coming home
Tim looks up at me
Homeâs waitinâ for us, Annie
And we are waiting for home
I squeeze his hand
Someday, Tim
weâll all fly free
Sally Morgan was born in Perth, in 1951.
She has published books for both adults
and children, including her acclaimed
autobiography,
My Place
.
Sally is also a celebrated artist and has works
in many private and public collections.
First published in 2015 by
FREMANTLE PRESS
25 Quarry Street, Fremantle 6160
Western Australia
www.fremantlepress.com.au
Copyright © Sally Morgan, 2015.
The moral rights of the author have been asserted.
This book is copyright. Apart from any fair dealing for the purpose of private study, research, criticism or review, as permitted under the Copyright Act, no part may be reproduced by any process without written permission. Enquiries should be made to the publisher.
Cover design by traceygibbs.com.au.
Printed by Everbest Printing Company, China.
National Library of Australia Cataloguing-in-publication data
Morgan, Sally, 1951â author.
Sister heart / Sally Morgan.
ISBN 9781925163131 (hbk)
Children, Aboriginal AustralianâJuvenile fiction.
Children, Aboriginal AustralianâInstitutional care
âJuvenile fiction.
A823.3
Publication of this title was assisted by the Commonwealth Government through the Australia Council, its arts funding and advisory body.
Fremantle Press is supported by the State Government through the Department