we?â
âThatâs the damned truth of it. I just never thought my little Caitie would be vulnerable. And now her mother is making it into a national crisis. Global warming, the shitty economy, and hallway blow jobs. Somehow I donât think thatâs exactly what Caitie needs right now, to be the poster child for teenagers gone wild.â
Even in the midst of his deepest worries, Barlow managed to find humor. It was his way, his defense against the pain that was floating through his body, looking for a place to anchor.
âI donât know. I doubt sheâll even notice it. Itâs really for
them,
isnât it?â Jacks said, drawing her arm across the room.
As Barlow peered out into the crowd, Jacks studied his face. They should be nothing to him now. He no longer needed them, having made his fortune, and his contempt for the very world he still envied in spite of his every effort to stop was now crawling beneath his skin.
âDoes it help to know that most of the women here performed similar favors before leaving high school?â
Barlow laughed. âAnd look how well they turned out.â
âOh, come now. These are some of the finest ladies in Wilshire.â
âAnd not exactly the life plan I had in mind for my daughters.â
Jacks looked at him wryly. âAnd yet, here you are.â
âHere
we
are.â He turned then, to meet her eyes. The irony had never occurred to him, but it struck him now, hard and cold. He drained the glass of scotch, then did what he always did when too many adult thoughts entered his brain. âSo getting back to hallway blow jobs . . .â
Jacks laughed out loud and shook her head, though she was far from being embarrassed. âOh, no. Not a chance. Youâll just have to use your imagination.â
Barlow grinned flirtatiously, lowering his eyes then raising them again to meet hers. It was the look that came as close as any ever did to crossing the invisible line, and it was now, at the line, that one of them always stepped away in search of a spouse. Or another drink.
âI think Iâll need more scotch to do that.â
âActually, it looks like we need to sit for dinner.â
Barlow slid his arm around her waist as she moved in front of him. âAfter you, Mrs. Halstead.â
Their table was in the front of the room, of course, the unofficial head table that was always reserved for the schoolâs chairwoman at these events. And what a lovely table it was, with white linens, bright colorful peonies and roses in a round vase, and little menus shaped like surfboards. Cheery, cute. Perfect.
Jacks found Rosalyn standing by her chair, engaged in conversation with the school director.
âLovely party,â she said casually.
Oblivious of, or perhaps merely indifferent to, her husband, who had dashed off to the bar, Rosalyn reached out and kissed Jacks on the cheek. âHello, there. Where have you been hiding?â
Jacks smiled. âNowhere. What a fabulous setup!â
The director smiled. âThank you. I hope you enjoy it. And donât forget to bidâthe tables close at ten.â
Rosalyn and Jacks nodded in agreement. âOf course!â
âWell, Iâd better mingle. Nice to see you both.â
The two women smiled as they watched the director move on to the next potential deep pocket. Then they turned to face each other.
âSo,â Jacks said, her expression one of genuine concern.
Rosalyn continued to smile, though Jacks detected the traces of weariness she knew must be lurking inside the woman. This just wasnât in Rosalyn, this contrite, apologetic tour de force. It was effective, to be sure. And necessary in Rosalynâs mind. But there was no doubt Wilshireâs reigning matriarch was growing tired of it in a hurry.
âSo,â Rosalyn replied.
Jacks smiled reassuringly. âThis wonât be just about Caitlin much longer.â
Rosalyn