mind. âYou donât have to.â
âI mean it.â
âThe barnâs cleared now. Thatâs more my usual style.â
Looking at him, she could believe it.
âWe donât know itâs safe, and thereâs a great big hole in the roof,â she said, âYouâd get soaked.â
âThereâs plenty of space away from the hole. I could even put the tent up in there. Whatever. Youâre on your own here, arenât you?â
She shrugged; no point trying to deny the obvious.
âThe barnâll do me fine, really.â
âI canât just chuck you out in the rain.â
âWellâ¦â He hesitated, but not for long. âIf you insist.â
As she showed him the spare room she realised clearing enough space would be harder than sheâd thought; there was hardly room to fit his rucksack in. The bed frame and its mattress were leaned against the wall to make room for boxes of her stock.
âIâm intending to set up my workshop in the barn. This is my store till I do,â she said, annoyed with herself for feeling the need to justify anything.
âYou make pottery?â He picked up a piece from a nearby box. One of her favourite wall plaques, a stylised landscape in blues, purples and greens.
âI do. Until I get the barn sorted Iâm having to work somewhere else. Itâs not ideal, but I need to get established â supply enough stuff to local shops in time for Christmas, then get going properly for next yearâs tourist season. So itâs what Iâve got to do.â She sighed. âItâll all just take a bit longer now.â
âYou havenât been here long?â
âSeveral years. Just not on my own. My partner, Matt, and I split up early this summer.â
âOh. Sorry.â
âNothing for you to apologise about. We did up an old mill in Holdwick, ran a craft centre there. Since we split heâs been converting the top floor to a flat. I stayed here.â She stared, unseeing, into the jumble of boxes in the spare room. âWell, in a manner of speaking. Actually, I went off to Ireland for a while. Stayed with a friend from college whoâs living the good life in the wilds of Donegal. She runs a pottery, too, so it was a chance to get some experience working with someone else. It was great for a while. Exchanging ideas, all that. But I began to feel I was overstaying my welcome. She never said anything; I dare say sheâd be mortified to hear me say it, butâ¦it felt right to come back. You canât run away for ever.â
She looked up, caught him frowning.
âYou know about running away, too, then?â she ventured.
âFiguratively, you mean?â She felt a sudden unease that the question had even occurred to him. âI believe itâs part of the human condition.â He shrugged, laughed softly and ran an appreciative hand over the plaque before passing it to her carefully. âNow then, youâd better tell me where you want these boxes.â
Heâd got the two of them moving before she found her voice to press him further. By the time theyâd finished, the small landing was crowded but there was a space in the bedroom big enough for one person to sleep in.
âWe can bring cushions up from the chairs, later, and Iâll get you a spare duvet.â
âThanks, but my sleeping bagâs all I need.â
After sorting out candles and lamps before it got fully dark, she packed him off to the bathroom with some old clothes Matt had left behind. She insisted Jay gave her his things to wash, despite his protests that she shouldnât feel obliged.
Sheâd left his two sets of scruffy clothes to soak and was contemplating the contents of the fridge when she heard the low hum of an engine approaching. Out in the rain her neighbour, Richard Harrington, appraised the landslide and its effects and was most apologetic about being