Holding up a finger, I tell him to wait. He puts on his motorcycle gloves while I write, âI do this stupid thing where I sometimes mutter to myself under my breath. I am so sorry.â
I hang my head and show him the pad of paper.
He laughs again, takes the paper, and pauses for a minute before motioning for me to give him the pen.
âI didnât hear anything,â he writes, grinning.
Iâm beginning a chuckle when âMISS!â cuts into our moment. I turn my head to look. The old lady from table one is holding up the empty basket of rolls. âBottomless rolls!â she calls. âI can see the bottom!â
I turn back to Carter, jerk my head in the direction of the most inconveniently demanding table in the world, and roll my eyes. âDuty calls,â I say. âBye.â
He waves and turns toward the register, check in hand. Elsie waits there, all her weight on one hip, tapping her toe. She self-consciously runs her ponytail through her fingers and smiles as Carter approaches.
âMISS!â I hear over my shoulder. I turn my smile on, approaching the table.
âOh no!â I say. âI can see the bottom, canât I? Iâll be right back with more.â I take the basket back to the kitchen and throw it in the pass-through window.
âFannie? Can I please have more rolls?â
âWhat are these people doing? Sticking them in their pockets?â she calls back.
âProbably.â Old people are notorious for stealing rolls. And steak knives.
The door slams and Carter strides across the parking lot, fastening his helmet and sliding on his jacket. He gets on the bike and it revs to life, coasting effortlessly out of the parking lot.
âRobin!â
âNot now, Elsie. Canât you see Iâm drooling? Let me bask in this moment for just a second.â
âRobin! Look!â
Sheâs holding Carterâs check and a wad of cash. âThe bill was only seven bucks and he paid with a twenty! Then he just left! He gave you a thirteen-dollar tip, Robin! And look at the ticket, Robin! Look at the ticket!â
I take the ticket. âFor Robin,â is written on the back. Then, â573-555-2934.â
âItâs his phone number!â Elsie sounds more excited than I am, and Iâm pretty excited. âHe wants you to call him!â And then her eyes widen and her face drops. Her eyebrows draw together in a worried crease. âHow can you call him? How can he hear you? Maybe heâs not really⦠you knowâ¦â
âDeaf,â I say. âHeâs deaf, Elsie, not dying. You can say it. And we can text.â
I see it dawn on her. âOh!â she says. âTexting. Iâm such an idiot.â
âNo youâre not.â I reach out an arm for a half hug. âYouâre just excited.â I pause and give her a little squeeze. âAnd old.â
She pushes me away, pouty. âRobin Peters, I am not old!â
âRolls up!â Fannie calls. I take the warm basket out of the window and back to my table, Carterâs number still in my pocket.
At four oâclock precisely, I pull out my phone and text Jenni.
âOff work!â
âIâll be ready in five minutes,â I get back from her.
âBe there in six.â
Iâm just cashing out my tips when calloused fingers cover my eyes, making me lose count. My heart dances to the tune of âSkip to My Lou.â
âIs this some hip new thing that all the kids are doing?â I say. âThis whole eye-covering deal? Or have you just decided to completely weird out everybody you talk to?â
He laughs and uncovers my eyes and takes a step back, leaning on the counter. His stubble is there in all its two-day glory and he rubs it as I transfer all my money back into my left hand for a recount. Today, itâs a baseball cap thatâs mashing his curls to his head. Last week it was a newsboy cap.