Matt guided her while she cried, awkwardly patting her
hair and getting her to walk toward the nurse at the same time.
Claire walked on Helens other side, shaken and silent.
What did he do to you, Lennie? Matt asked hotly.
Ive never seen him b-b-before in my l-l-life! Helen hiccuped
and cried even harder.
Great idea, Matt! Ask her questions! Can you shut the hell up
now? Claire snapped, trying to get hold of herself.
They walked the rest of the way without talking. When they got to
the nurses office, they told Mrs. Crane what had happened and
made sure to add that Helen had come to school with heatstroke
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that morning. Mrs. Crane had Helen lie down with a cool towel
over her eyes and went back into her office to call Jerry.
Your fathers on his way, dear. No, no, keep your eyes covered.
Darkness will help, Mrs. Crane said as she passed by Helens cot.
Helen heard her rush out to the hall to speak to someone briefly,
then come back in and sit behind her desk.
Helen lay under the towel, grateful that she was being left alone
and in relative privacy. She couldnt think two coherent thoughts
in a row, let alone explain herself to anyone. What scared her the
most was that for some reason she knew that what she had tried to
do was right, or at least that it was expected of her. Deep inside,
she knew she would have killed that boy if she could, and she
didnt even feel guilty about it. Until she saw her father.
He was a mess. Mrs. Crane told him everything that had
happened, explaining that Helen was suffering from a serious case
of heatstroke and that it may have caused her strange outburst. He
listened patiently and then asked Mrs. Crane for a moment alone
with his daughter, which she gave them.
Jerry didnt say anything at first; he just sort of hovered over
Helens cot while she sat up and fidgeted with her necklace. Finally,
he sat down next to her.
You wouldnt lie to me right now, would you? he asked softly.
She shook her head. Are you sick?
I dont know, Dad. I dont feel rightbut I dont know whats
wrong, she told him earnestly.
Weve got to take you to the doctor, you know.
I figured, she said, nodding. They smiled at each other, and
then suddenly they both turned their heads at the sound of hurried
footsteps coming toward the nurses office.
Jerry stood up and faced the door, putting himself in front of
Helen. A tall, impossibly fit man in his early forties burst into the
room. Helen jumped off the cot and stood on the other side of it,
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glancing around instinctively for another exit. There wasnt one.
Helen had the feeling that she was going to die.
In the corner of the tiny office, one of the sobbing sisters appeared.
She was hunkered down on her knees, her face covered by
her filthy hair, moaning names and saying blood for blood as she
hit her forehead repeatedly against the wall.
Helen put her hands over her ears. She pulled her eyes away from
the horror in the corner and mustered enough courage to look back
at the large man. A spark of recognition passed between them. She
had never seen him before, but somehow she knew that she should
be very afraid of him. At first his angular face was set with determination,
but it quickly morphed into shock and then confusion. His
eyes zeroed in on Jerry, and a nearly comical look of disbelief derailed
what might have been a terrible fight.
Are you . . . are you the father of the young lady that attacked my
son? he asked in a halting voice.
Jerry nodded curtly. My daughter, Helen, he said, gesturing
back to her. Im Jerry Hamilton.
Castor Delos, the big man replied. My wife, Noel, wont be able
to make it. And Helens mother?
Jerry shook his head. Its just Lennie and me, he said with
finality.
Castors eyes darted to Helen and back to Jerry and he pursed his
lips as if he had set something right in his head.