âHeâs coming over? Your date?â
She nodded. And yeah, it was a damn good thing heâd handed back the mug. Heâd have coffee splattered all over his lap right now and his good hand would be sliced to pieces from the ceramic if he hadnât returned it to her care.
âWhat does he look like?â
Her blue eyes narrowed as she gripped both mugs. âWhy?â
âI donât want to hurt him by mistake,â he said. âIf he shows up, knocks on your door, hell, I might think heâs here to hurt you.â
âTed runs the elementary school literacy program,â she said. âHeâs tall, slim, and has blond hair. And his smile . . .â
Fuck Tedâs smile.
âYeah?â he said.
âWhen he smiles, he looks sweet and kind,â she added.
Thank God in heaven, her tone suggested sweetness should be reserved for the coffee in her cup.
âDoes he laugh at your jokes?â he demanded.
âHe doesnât find me funny,â she said. âButâÂâ
âAnd he sure as shit doesnât make you feel safe,â he said. âOr heâd be by your side night and day, making sure no one hurts you.â
âHe trusts the police and thinks Iâm overreacting. What happened was awful, but itâs over. Done. I should move on. And I am . . .â
Itâs not that easy. Youâll never be the same. Even if you prove that youâre right and the police are wrong.
But now probably wasnât the time to tell her that. Sheâd figure it out on her own.
âTed is a good man,â she said. âHeâs great with kids.â
But is he good with you? Does he know how to make you come, make you scream with pleasure while he buries his face between your legs?
Dominic wasnât that guy. Not anymore, but he knew what she deserved.
âMaybe you should ask him to wear a sign when he comes to pick you up that reads âTed, the Good Guy,â â he said.
She smiled, but her blue eyes shone with challenge. It was as if heâd told her he couldnât keep seeing her all over again. Until that last time, when heâd been free and clear of his duty to serve, sheâd never demanded that he change his mind.
âHeâll probably show up with flowers,â she said, thrusting his mug back into his hand. Then she reached for the door.
âIs that why you and your partner in crime hurled pie and wine at me last night?â he asked mildly. âBecause I forgot the flowers?â
âOnce upon a time, you showed up with Chinese takeout when you know I hate everything about it,â she said.
You have one helluva memory. But then he recalled the color of her nail polish and the way the light played off her pink toes.
âIâve never expected flowers from you,â she continued, thrusting the door open. âI never expected you to come back here.â
He held up his damaged right hand. âIâm brokenâÂâ
âSo youâve what, been throwing yourself an extended pity party?â
âYeah. But I didnât want guests,â he said, his gaze fixed on the ugly scar in the center of his palm. âI needed time to put my life back together before I showed up here. I had to come to terms with the fact that I threw away a helluva lot to end up on the sidelines with a fucking hand that wonât work. A bullet nicked my pulmonary artery and itâs the one that passed through my hand that left me unable to serve, to hold a gun, to shave my face like I could before.â
He looked over at her and his gaze honed in on the visible reminders of her attack slashed across her skin. Heâd spent the night watching over the kindergarten teacher whoâd proven far more resilient. Heâd spent months hiding from the uncertainty of his future. But sheâd gone out, weeks after her attack, and started working again. Sheâd pushed out of