donât know. Days, weeks.â Sheâd already told him that, too. Didnât he listen? âWhatever it takes to negotiate the space we want for the new store.â Whatever it took, not just in Sydney, to heal her broken heart. Forever.
Darcie tried not to focus on Merrick. When his beautiful child bolted from the nearby table straight into his arms, Darcie flinched at her sweet voice.
âWould you buy me this one, Daddy?â
She thrust a pink, plastic-windowed package in his face. International Barbie. Dolls of the World. It seemed just right to Darcie.
Holding Darcieâs gaze, Merrick grasped the box hard.
âSure, kiddo.â
The little girl gave him a coy smile. âDo you want one, too?â
Merrick managed a small laugh. âNice try. Weâll just buy this today.â
Darcie stared over his daughterâs head into Merrickâs dark-blue eyes. Then she tightened her grip on Buster the zebraâand marched toward the escalator.
âDarcie. Wait!â
She kept going. She didnât look back. It was the upside escalator, of course, but Darcie only needed to escape. Suddenly the setting, the noise, the displays seemed absolutely fitting. For once, she had the last word.
âDaddy already bought himself a dollâor so he thought.â
Merrick didnât know it, but he needed the Returns Department. As for herselfâ¦
Australian Barbie.
Merrick Lowell would never see herâa.k.a. Darcie Elizabeth Baxterâagain.
Chapter
Three
ââW altzing Matilda,ââ Darcie sang to herself. ââOnce a jolly swagmanâ¦ââ Losing the lyrics again, she hummed a few bars. ââDum-de-dumâ¦his billabongâ¦ââ For some reason her eyes filled.
Jet lag, she thought, and tipped her head back. She hadnât thought it would be this bad. The new Westin Sydney, with its open expanse of chrome, glass and satiny wood led her gaze upward to a vast skylight showing a night-black canopy full of twinkling, but unidentifiable, stars. New to the southern hemisphere, Darcie sat in the hotel bar digesting the beef tenderloin en croute sheâd eaten earlier in one of the trendy lower level restaurants with Walt, and nursing a glass of local Chardonnay to settle things.
Wearing her pinstripe suit, even alone she shouldnât feel this out of place. In New Yorkâten thousand miles to the east, as her long, sleepless night on a Boeing 747 from San Francisco could attestâwomen wore black, too, particularly after five. With a good strand of pearls, her mother would advise. In most big cities of the world, you couldnât go wrong in dark colors, but Darcie frowned intoher glass. She wasnât wearing pearls, and opals seemed the gem of choice in Australia, if she believed the many shop displays sheâd passed on her way to the hotel tonight. And according to the group of what appeared to be thirtyish executives at the next table, beer had it over wine.
Idly, Darcie studied them.
She couldnât concentrate. A continued low-down cramping had made her order the glass of wine she didnât really want, or need.
âThank God he didnât get me pregnant,â she said of Merrick.
Bastard.
His being married wasnât the issue. She might be naive at times but she was no brainless ingenue. As a woman of the new millennium, sexually free and unencumbered, she could handle his being marriedâeven if that little fact rankled some deep down remnant of tradition in her own character. Thanks, Mom and Dad. But Merrickâs failure to reveal the truth? That still hurt.
Darcie hated lying. Liars, most of all.
Blinking, she straightened in her roomy club chair. Her glass clicked onto the marble tabletop. What if he carried some STD? Thatâs all she needed to remember Merrick Lowellâgenital herpes or warts. As if she didnât feel enough of a sexual outcast.
She pressed a hand to her