thoughts.
“Did you know her sister?”
“No, but I feel guilty just the same,” Hamish said as he pulled Rett close.
“You can’t help who you fall in love with.” Am I just kidding myself like Meg did? Does Hamish love me or am I under the same delusion?
* * * *
“I have to go,” Rett told Hamish when he found her at the bus station. The bus to Miami was leaving shortly. They hadn’t really spoken since the episode with Amelia. The police had been there, patrons had to be calmed down, and Rett wasn’t sure of what she felt.
She was sorry for Amelia. Mental illness was a hard road to travel.
Rett hoped she would get some help.
Then there was Hamish. Rett didn’t believe the fantasy version about what Amelia had told her, but it brought one thing into question. What did he feel for her? Was it just sex or something more? Amelia thought she had seen something within Hamish that made her think so. But how can that be? They barely knew each other.
Carnal knowledge was a tangible thing. It could be felt and tasted. But what of emotions? Leaving him would be harder than anything she had done before, but staying? But what am I staying for? And how can I stay when I have to go home to Australia? It was all so confusing.
“You could stay,” Hamish’s voice was cool and calm as he looked at Rett.
“I have my money.”
His eyebrows arched up at that. “Was that all it was about?”
“Wasn’t it?”
“You tell me,” Hamish responded.
Rett sighed. “I don’t want to play word games.” Love was messy and difficult when you weren’t sure who loved you back.
“So let’s stop playing.”
“I never was.”
Hamish reached over and took the bag from her hand. “Me neither.”
“We could go on like this all day.”
“And there are so many other things I’d prefer to do to you, sweetness.”
That would be sex. Being naked with Hamish was excellent.
But was that all it came down to? “I have to go.”
“No you don’t.” Hamish’s pulled her into his arms.
That felt so good. “What is there to stay for?” Please tell me what you need and feel.
“Me.” He leaned in and kissed her lips. “Stay for me.”
“I can’t. I have to go home and—” What? Mope around thinking about Hamish?
“Yes you can.”
“But.” I love you. Would that freak him out? “I have to go home.”
Hamish’s eyes were locked on Rett’s. “Why?”
“What does it matter to you?” Please tell me.
“It matters more than you realize, sweetness.”
“Because you’ll lose a staff member?” Rett jumped at the rapid spanking he gave her ass.
“Because I’ll lose the woman I love.” Hamish smiled at her suddenly open mouth. He put a finger under her chin and lifted it up to close her mouth. “You know, I wasn’t planning on falling in love with you. I’ll admit, at first, I wanted your body but then—”
“You fell in love with me.” Was that angels singing in joy?
“Yes.”
Rett laughed. “This is crazy. A wonderful crazy, of course.”
“Why?”
“’Cause I love you too, Hamish.”
He smiled. “I knew it.”
“You’re so cocky.”
****
As the long, hot dick slid up inside her cunt, Rett gasped at the force of it. “Oh my…” The words came out in a breathless rush as her hands slid along the brick wall trying to find something to hold on to.
The man at her back had his hands on her hips, holding her in place so she couldn’t move.
“P-please…” There was so much Rett wanted from him. She wasn’t sure she would ever get enough.
“What?” Hamish’s breath was hot against her ear.
Rett shivered. “I need…” Where do I start? What will he give?
Rett knew she would do anything for Hamish. While others may have fucked her body for the pleasure of it, Hamish owned it.
“Yes, sweetness?”
“Harder…I want you to fuck me harder.”
“Like this?” Hamish pulled out so only the tip of his dick was inside and the then slammed in to the hilt.
The force