Sweet Filthy Boy by Christina Lauren Read Free Book Online Page A

room, later, where Ansel finished what he’d started in the lounge’s hallway. The feel of his hands as he pushed my underwear aside, sliding his fingertips back and forth over my sensitive, heated skin.
    “You’re so soft,” he’d said into a kiss. “You’re soft and wet and I worry I’m feeling too wild for this small, sweet body.” His hand shook and he slowed himself down by pulling my underwear all the way down my legs and off, throwing them onto the floor. “First I’ll make you feel good. Because once I get inside you, I know I’ll lose myself,” he’d said, laughing, tickling my hips, nibbling at my jaw as his hand slid down my stomach and back between my legs. “Tell me when it’s good.”
    I was telling him almost immediately, when he pressed his fingers against my clit, sliding back and forth until I started to shake, and beg, and reach for his pants. I shoved them down awkwardly, without unbuttoning them, wanting only to feel the heavy pulse of him in my hand.
    I shiver as my body remembers that first orgasm and how he didn’t let up, pulling another one from me before I pushed him away and rolled off the couch, taking him in my mouth.
    But I don’t remember how that ended. I think he came. Suddenly I’m consumed with panic. “In the living room, did you . . . ?”
    His eyes widen briefly before that light amusement fills them. “What do you think?”
    It’s my turn to scrunch my nose. “I think so?”
    He leans forward, resting a fist on his chin. “What do you remember?”
    Oh, the little fucker. “You know what happened.”
    “Maybe I forgot? Maybe I want to hear you tell me.”
    I close my eyes and remember how the carpet felt on my bare knees, the way I initially struggled to get used to the broad feel of him in my mouth, his hands in my hair, his thighs shaking against my flattened palms.
    When I look up and he’s still watching me, I remember exactly how his face looked the first time he came against my tongue.
    Reaching for my coffee, I lift it to my lips and take a giant, scalding gulp.
    And then I remember being carried into the bedroom, Ansel wildly kissing and licking every inch of my body, sucking and biting. I remember us rolling from the bed to the floor, the crash of a lamp. I remember, however many hours later, watching him roll a condom on, his bare torso looming over me. I don’t think I’d ever felt so greedy for something as I had for the weight of him on top of me. He was perfect: sliding in carefully even as drunk as we were, rocking in small, perfect arcs until I was sweaty and frantic beneath him. I remember the groan he made when he got close, and how he rolled me over, my stomach flat to the mattress, his teeth bared on my neck. Leaving one of so many marks.
    Ansel watches me from across the table, a tiny, knowing smile curving his mouth. “Well? Did I?”
    I open my mouth to speak but with the mischievous look in his eyes, maybe we’re both remembering when he lifted me against the wall, pushing roughly back into me. Where had we been that he moved me to the wall? I remember how hard the sex was then, how a painting rattled a few feet away, him telling me how perfect I felt. I remember the sound of glasses tipping over and breaking near the bar, the sweat of his exertion sliding across my breasts. I remember his face, his hand pressed flat to a mirror behind me.
    But no, that was a different time.
    Jesus, how many times did we have sex?
    I feel my brow lift. “Wow.”
    He blows a breath across his drink; the steam curls in front of him. “Hmm?”
    “Yeah, I guess you did . . . enjoy . We must have done it a lot.”
    “Which was your favorite? Living room, or bed, or floor, or bed, or wall, or mirror, or bar, or floor?”
    “Shhh,” I whisper, lifting my cup to take another, more careful sip of coffee. I smile into my mug. “You’re weird.”
    “I think I need a cast for my penis.”
    I cough-laugh, nearly sending a hot mouthful of coffee through