thought of my own mother. Nothing would have stopped her from getting in touch with a child of hers.
More to hide my feelings than from hunger, I opened the lunch bags and handed Glen a devilled egg sandwich. âYour mother ⦠Whatâs she like? Do you like her?â
âSheâs my mother ⦠I need her, but ⦠Oh, Meg, I donât know. Sheâs falling all over herself to please me. Maybe she feels guilty. The others donât like it.â
The waves made small slapping sounds at the shoreline. âIâm glad youâre back, Glen. Itâs good to have a friend.â
âI missed you,â he said, âeven though they kept me so darn busy all the time, I hardly had time to think.â
âWill you stay here for the summer?â I asked.
âYeah. Iâll go in to see my mother a couple of times before I go into Vancouver for university.â He picked up my hand. âI want you to go to the dance with me on Friday night.â
âI donât know. My motherâs got a thing against dancing. She met my father at a dance and, well ⦠He swept her off her feet, she says, and has been unfaithful to her ever since.â
âHas he?â
âWell ⦠Maybe. Probably.â
âParents,â said Glen, shaking his head. âDonât you wish theyâd just behave themselves and let us get on with our own lives?â
Mom was working in the small garden at the front of our house. I knelt down to help her pull weeds. âAnna Hanson is going to the dance tomorrow night at the tennis court,â I said, knocking the dirt from a long dandelion root against a stone. âIâd like to go, too.â
âHow late would you be getting in?â
âIâm not sure when the dance ends. Midnight? Iâd come straight home.â
She put down the trowel. âYouâre so young.â She stood up and stretched, putting her hand to the small of her back. âDonât be in a hurry to grow up, Meg. It happens fast enough as it is. You know what I think about dancing. I sometimes wonder how my life would be if Iâd never gone to that dance where I met your father.â
What if Dad were in earshot? They must be still quarrelling, I thought.
Just then Dad spoke from the top of the front doorsteps. âLet the girl go and enjoy herself, Vera,â he said. âDonât let the priest turn you sour on our children.â
The same old bickering. With Dad away in the Air Force, there had been a break from that. But at least I was going to the dance. I could hardly believe it had been so easy.
âMom says itâs okay for me to go to the dance tomorrow night,â I told Glen when he met me after work later that day. âDadâs home, and he stood up for me. But Iâd like to meet you at the bridge tomorrow evening, okay? Donât come to my house. My parents are having a bit of a tiff, and I donât want you to see it. Oh, and I have to be home right after the dance.â
He leaned forward, as if he were about to kiss me. I didnât move away. He looked at me with those piercing eyes that made me feel as if he knew everything about me and liked it. After a moment, he drew back.
I had nothing to wear to the dance. Finally, I thought of asking Amyâs mother. She had always been helpful to me. Once sheâd given me a dark red cardigan sweater, saying, âThe colour doesnât suit me, and Amy doesnât want it. I think it will look good on you with your dark hair.â
The next day I went to see Mrs. Miller, but she didnât answer my knock. I had turned away and was already halfway out the gate when I heard the door open behind me. Looking back, I saw Rob Pryce lounging in the doorway.
âWho is it?â I heard Mrs. Millerâs voice call from behind him.
âItâs okay, Sweetie,â said Rob. âWhoever it was has gone.â
âSweetieâ for