â but I guess by the look of concentration on Vickyâs face when sheâsdoing the smallest circles that itâs harder than it looks. Then Cam puts up some jumps. They look huge to me but Flight clears them all with a flick of his tail. After some of them he kicks up his heels as if heâs enjoying himself.
âOK, Iâll put these up to a metre,â Cam shouts. âNow watch the stride coming into the gate.â
Iâve only seen horses jumping on TV. Vicky looks nicer when sheâs on Flight. Half the time I forget itâs her and just enjoy watching the horse jumping. Then I remember what a bitch she is and thatâs when I get so jealous I could run up and pull her off the horse and gallop off on him myself.
Except I havenât got a clue how to.
Chapter 8
VICKY
After tea on Friday I settled down to give my tack a good clean. Mum and Declan were at the hospital so the house was quiet, making being there on a Friday evening instead of at Dadâs seem even weirder.
As I rubbed soap into my bridle I had snakes in my stomach thinking about putting it on Flight next day at the show. There was something so scary about jumping as part of a team, with everyone relying on you. I saw myself falling off, forgetting the course, having three refusals at the first jump â every disaster you can imagine.
I heard Mum and Declan come in, then him going upstairs â good; I could have some time with Mum.
She looked into the kitchen. âAny chance of getting in to make a cup of tea?â
I looked round. Bits of leather were draped over every chair back and the air was sweet with oil and saddle soap. âJust need to put my bridle together again and polish my boots.â
âGive me the boots and Iâll do them for you.â
Mum pretty much kept out of the horsey side of my life but I quite enjoyed chatting to her while we polished and rubbed.
âNervous?â she asked.
I nodded. âBut Flight was brilliant on Wednesday, wasnât he? Did you see the way he cleared the gate?â When I remembered the feeling of Flight and me jumping on Wednesday, like we understood each other for the first time, like we were a team, I had a blast of confidence.
âWell, it always looks terrifying to me.â
âMum, can you take me to the yard really early? Like eight oâclock? Wainwright says we have to plait.â
âYour hair?â Mum wrinkled her face in surprise.
I giggled. âFlightâs mane .â I tried not to let the nerves creep into my voice. Iâd never plaited Flight before and I didnât know if he would stand OK. Normally Fiona did all that sort of stuff for me. âWill you hate coming to the show tomorrow?â I asked.
âCourse not! Iâm really proud of you. I just get so nervous watching you go over those huge fences. And you know I never know what to say to that horsey crowd. But at least Iâll have company.â
âWhat dâyou mean?â
She rubbed hard at my black leather boot. âDeclan, of course.â
The snakes wriggled back into my stomach, only this time they had fangs. âMum! Iâm not jumping with him watching.â
âDonât be sillyâ Mum looked at me in surprise. âI canât just leave him here on his own all day.â
I spat on Flightâs bit and started rubbing a cloth over it hard to shine it. âYou mean you wouldnât trust him?â
â No , I mean itâd be a very rude way to treat a guest.â
I tried a different tack. âWell, heâll hate it. You know how much hanging around there is.â
Mum shook her head. âHe seemed to enjoy watching you on Wednesday. Anyway, heâs coming and thatâs that. Maybe he can help you with Flight. You know Iâm useless.â
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â Stand , you big pig!â I felt pretty useless myself. I tried to jerk on Flightâs headcollar rope, but my fingers