the card away and forgotten about it. Forgotten, too, how in some tiny, almost hidden-from-herself part of her mind, she had known that her father had not wanted to give her Vivianâs address.
âThat must have been your favorite aunt,â Shaundra said.
Terri started. Sheâd nearly forgotten Shaundra, who was sitting on the edge of the table, swinging her legs. Barkley was lying on the floor at her feet. âSheâs my only aunt.â
âYour only? How can she be your only? I have ten aunts. You have anything to eat in this house? Iâm starved. Can I have an apple?â
Terri polished two Macintosh apples on her sleeve and explained to Shaundra that Vivian was her fatherâs only (and older) sister, and that her mother had had no sisters, or brothers either. âAnd Iâm an only. And probably when I get married, Iâll only have one child, too.â Was she talking too much? Better than listening to the disturbing thoughts in her head.
âJust one aunt and no uncles? How about greats? You know, your parentsâ aunts and uncles?â
Terri bit into the apple. âI donât have any of those, either. You talk, Shaundra, as if you expect everyone to have an enormous family like you.â
âI do?â Shaundraâs eyes opened wide. âNo, I donât.Where does your aunt live?â
âCalifornia. Isnât this apple good?â
âMy Aunt Lucille and Uncle Dave live in Encino. Where exactly does your aunt live in California?â
âI donât know,â Terri said.
âWhat do you mean, you donât know?â
âWhat do you mean, what do I mean, I donât know? Just donât,â Terri said, but it occurred to her that not knowing where her aunt lived was either very dumb, or something else awfully strange. âI suppose, Shaundra, you know where all your many aunts and uncles live?â
âWell, not all of them. But I have a few more to keep track of than you do, Terri Mueller.â
Terri threw her apple core into the garbage. âWhat should we do? Weâre just hanging around.â She scrubbed potatoes and put them in the stovetop baker. âBarkley, get out from under my feet!â
âWhy are you yelling at Barkley? Are you getting mad?â Shaundra said. âYou sound mad.â
âWhoâs mad?â Terri went into her room and stretched out on her bed, her legs dangling over the edge. Why did she feel so disagreeable?
âWhereâs your Aunt Vivian going to sleep?â Shaundra said, standing in the doorway. âOn the couch?â
âAre you kidding? That mangy old thing? Right here. We have a folding cot. Iâll take the cot and give her my bed.â
âGood luck. Youâll be stepping on each otherâs faces.â She picked up a bunch of keys from the bureau. âWhatâre all these?â
âYou saw them before,â Terri said. âTheyâre from all the different houses and places weâve lived.â
âYou never told me that.â
âI did, too.â
âYou didnât. But itâs neat, anyway. Youâre lucky, Iâve never been anywhere.â
âYou always say that! Itâs not such a big deal. Anyway, you exaggerate everything. I know youâve been plenty of places!â
There was a momentâs silence, then Shaundra said, âYouâre being such a grouch. Ever since your aunt called. I thought you were happy sheâs coming.â
âI am!â Terri picked furiously at the binding on her blanket. What could she say? How could she tell Shaundra that questions were blowing through her mind like a wind storm. Why didnât they ever visit Aunt Vivian? Had her father really sent that Christmas card? Why didnât he like to talk about her mother? Where were her little-girl memories? And why didnât they have even one picture of her mother?
She smelled something burning. The