Meera tees . Her fate. The Fates.â
âI knew about the Fates from Greek myths. Spinning peopleâs lives and cutting them.
ââShe was my cousin,â he said. âVery beautiful.â
ââIâm sorry,â I said. I didnât know what else to say.
ââYou look a little something like her,â he said. He scrutinized my face. âBut not the hairs, no.â He reached out and spread my hair over my shoulders, stroking it. It was long at the time and very blond.â
âOut of a bottle?â asks Debs.
I shake my head. âI never had to.â
âUnlike some,â says Debs, eyeballing Mandy.
Mandy ignores her. âGo on,â she says.
âLefteris said, âSince then every day my auntâ¦â Then he stopped, took my hand and pulled me away. âWe are alive,â he said and gave that smile again. It made the scar on his left cheek crinkle up.
âThat evening we went to the pictures. An outdoor cinema with upright wooden chairs, and lizards crawling on the screen. The film was Doctor Doolitle so a few more animals didnât matter. They sold sugar-crusted almonds in little bags instead of popcorn. I canât remember much of the film.â
âToo busy snogging, I bet,â says Debs from her bed opposite.
âNot much. It was a public place so he held back. The Greeks are strict like that. Itâs just that the movie wasnât worth remembering. The night sky was more interesting. A dome of diamonds in blue velvet. A lid of warm air pressing down on us. The sounds of the evening streets around the cinema. Friends calling to each other through the dusk. I held Lefterisâ hand and afterwards he kissed me goodnight. Very polite.â
âNo action there, then,â says Debs.
âNo,â I say. âAfraid not.
âThe next day he took me to meet his family. They all lived in one house. Lefterisâ grandfather was still working the land, the family had a plot at the far end of the beach. The grandfather kept a donkey in the field behind the house. His handshake was brusque, the skin on his palms was rough. Lefterisâ grandmother was crotcheting with a tiny hook and the finest thread. Her hands moved regularly like the inside of a clock. Beside her sat the widowed aunt dressed in black, the one we had seen at the cemetery. She watched everything from her hollowed-out eyes. On the table was a bowl full of crimson red hard-boiled eggs; Lefteris explained they were for Easter.
âHis dad had a shop on the harbour which sold a little of everything including tickets for the shipping line. He was suave and hospitable as he poured the home-made wine. Two younger sisters hovered shyly at the edge of the room. Apparently Lefteris was the first ever in the family to go to university, he was the apple of his motherâs eye. She was a heavy woman in a dark patterned summer dress. She had huge breasts, they looked like they were built for mothering. Unlike mine.â
âYeah,â says Debs, âI ainât being personal, but thereâs not much going for you in that department.â
âDonât mind Debs,â says Mandy. âSo what did his mum do?â
âShe kept her eyes on me while I nibbled politely at the olives and nuts, as if she was deciding whether I would pass some kind of test. I wondered if she thought my blue cotton dress a bit shabby, or its skirt a bit short. Her first question sounded aggressive, and she made Lefteris translate: âWhere is your mother?â
ââAt home in England,â I replied, and he translated.
ââAnd she lets you come here alone?â she asked.
âI couldnât tell her what really happened, so I gave the easy answer: âYes.â
ââLefteris is a good boyâ she said, and he squirmed as he translated. His face had such a liquid beauty: soft brown features, sharp restless eyes and his