Terminal Grill

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Authors: Rosemary Aubert
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surprise. He told me that no one but him was ever allowed to touch this piano. Then he thought for a moment and said that now he would have to put a chair in that room so I could sit and listen to him play.
    And I, perched on a stool in the dim, noisy, trendy bar in Toronto, with forty years behind me and God knew what before me, loved—as a child loves a slithery bubble that skips away from its breath—the image of myself sitting beside Matthew listening to his smoky, hurt voice singing for me alone.
    He told me more about the house, the neighbours. I listened. He turned to me, and for the first time said, “I love you.” And of course I said, “I love you, too.”

    H E BOUGHT WHAT SEEMED like a lot of drinks. Beer for me, beers for others at the bar—who reciprocated—scotch for himself, though he had told me scotch had got him in trouble before and that he made a point of staying away from it.
    He handed me a thick wad of bills and told me to put it in my purse and hang on to it for him. A little later, he asked me to peel off one of the outside bills—a twenty—so he could pay for yet more drinks.
    In a little while, out of the smoky, noisy, semi-darkness came the manager. He shook Matthew’s hand, obviously very glad to see him, and they commenced a long conversation of which I could hear nothing except the introduction of myself. I also heard Matthew offer the manager a drink, heard the manager say he wasn’t supposed to imbibe on duty, heard Matthew order a drink and a cup of coffee, saw the manager pour the drink into the coffee and take a few big gulps. Matthew looked like a man who knew exactly what to do every step of the way—smooth, friendly, in control, impressive. Professional.
    And I assumed his profession was the one he said it was. The fact that the pub manager was nervous as a pup the whole time and seemed tremendously deferential to boot only made Matthew—who wasn’t losing his cool for a second—all the more impressive.
    But hard as I tried, I couldn’t hear any of the business talk between the two men, except for one fragmentedsentence concerning the promoter. “When he called me and told me the person coming was …” the manager said, slightly mispronouncing Matthew’s name, “I …”
    The rest was lost as the manager turned away to say something to someone else. Matthew leaned toward me and said, “They always do that—say my name wrong.”
    The comment struck me as very odd. Matthew’s last name was extremely simple. Odder still was how Matthew had a preternatural ability to jump in with an explanation at the precise moment a question entered my mind. He was a skilled mind-reader and only he knew why.
    The evening ended almost at closing time with a game of pinball in the basement room of the pub. Only Matthew and I and the manager were left down there.
    When Matthew had told me about his own pinball machine, I’d told him how I loved the game and how I sometimes played in the street arcades.
    The three-way challenge was a delicate manoeuvering of winning and losing between the men. Matthew played very well and I, of course, was not as good as the men but not bad enough to embarrass my date or his associate. In short, I was exactly right. And so was Matthew. He played a brilliant first game, then let the manager win, then won again.
    When the manager again disappeared into his office, telling us not to go yet, seeming to want to draw out the evening as long as possible, Matthew bent his face toward mine and whispered, “I love you. Do you love me?”
    â€œYes,” I said trying not to show any hesitation.
    â€œAre you sure?”
    I couldn’t answer. Without any anger or disappointment—but no snideness or sarcasm, either, he said, “I guess you’re not.”
    When we left the Highlander, it was raining, and Matthew became impatient with

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