couldnât bear the shame of having Joe and Martha stare at him in disappointment if they ever suspected that his feelings for Christina were anything but sisterly.
Surely that would hurt far worse?
Treading carefully, he said, âJoe, youâve been a wonderful-gut friend, and a wonderful father, too.â After taking a fortifying breath, he added, âA better father than my own. Youâve done everything possible for me, more than I could have ever dreamed of.â
Twin spots of color stained Joeâs cheeks. âIt was our honor.â
âIf it was, that says even more about what good people you and Martha and all the kids are. I canât think of another family who would have taken in an orphan like you did and given him so much for so long.â
âYou are a gut man, Aden. And you were a gut boy, too.â He raised a hand when Aden threatened to interrupt him. â Nee , let me speak. I know you donât like to be reminded of saving Christinaâs life. I know you wish we wouldnât remember like we do.â
âI will forever be grateful that I could help her. But, just so you know, there was no need for you to throw me a party every year. There was never any need for you to continually tell me thanks.â
Joe smiled softly. âBut see, thatâs the way of it, Aden. We want to always thank you.â
âButââ
âAden, we choose to remember. We want us all to remember how you jumped into that pond and pulled Christina out of the ice and water. Of how you breathed life into her lungs, and how you held her in your arms for a whole mile while you ran home barefoot. I donât ever want to forget the sight of you kneeling in our kitchen praying for her. It changed our lives.â He swallowed hard. âIt saved our lives.â
He stared directly at Aden. Making him feel like he was a boy again. âFrom the time we met you, we knew you were a special boy,â he murmured, his voice hoarse with barely suppressed emotion. âI donât want to talk badly about your parents, so Iâll only say that they looked after you a bit differently than I would have wished. I felt like when the Lord gave us back Christina, he gave us you, too. You were our present. Weâve loved you for each day of these ten years.â
Tears pricked Adenâs eyes. And though it was unmanly to feel such emotion, he knew he couldnât hide how moved he was. âI feel very fortunate to have you and Martha in my life. Iâve loved being one of six kinner . All of you have given a lonely orphan quite a gift.â
âBut you are now ready to move on.â
âIâm older now. Twenty-four. Itâs time I got a place of my own.â Thinking quickly, he added, âBesides, I like my job at the hospital, and if I lived closer to town I could just walk to catch the van I take to work.â
âThat is true. Are you sure these are the only reasons, Aden? Are you positive that thereâs nothing else spurring you on?â
It felt as if Joe were staring through him. Reading more into his thoughts, reading his mind. Like he knew.
âI am sure. Please donât take this for anything other than what it is . . . a sign that I am growing up.â
âMartha ainât going to like your news, you know.â
Aden smiled softly. âThatâs why I told you first.â
Joe seemed to weigh that for a moment. âHer feelings might not be too hurt if you tell her that youâd be willing to come over here to eat two nights a week.â
âTwo?â
âSunday supper is a given. Surely one more night ainât too much to ask.â
âOf course not. Butââ
â Gut ,â Joe interrupted, his voice firm. âWeâve been blessed to eat supper with you every evening, Aden. Donât make us give you up all at once.â
âThat is fair.â He chuckled. Because they both knew