discuss it, Angel,â Fred spoke in a troubled voice. Clemence rounded on him.
âDonât be weak about this, Frederick. I know Angel can do no wrong in your eyes, but this time sheâs gone too far. Sheâs out of control, and she must be punished for it.â
âMother! Iâm eighteen years old!â Angel said, incensed. âIâm not a schoolgirl. Girls of my age are married withbabies, or doing honest war work.â
âWell, if you think youâre going to work in one of those dreadful munition factories, you can think again,â Clemence said. âIâm not having one of my daughters called a canary because her skinâs stained yellow with that ghastly stuff they put into the shells.â
âTNT,â Fred said mildly. âI never thought to hear you being so unpatriotic, my dear ââ
âI donât care what the stuffs called, and you know very well I do whatever I can for the war effort, Fred!â Clemenceâs face was brilliant now. âMy knitting circles are gaining support every week, and Iâm going to join the groups who dispense tea and soup at the railway stations for the wounded soldiers. Angel can help me in those things from now on.â
âThere are plenty of other ways I can be useful,â she said quickly, thankful that for the moment at least, her motherâs attention seemed to have wandered from the disgrace of last night. âI could be a nurse, or learn to drive an ambulance. I donât really think your knitting ladies would want me around them, Mother ââ
And she could think of nothing more absolutely boringâ¦
âBut the returning soldiers undoubtedly would,â Fred put in, trying to ease the tension with a quick smile. âIt would brighten their day to see a pretty girl pouring tea for them ââ
âWeâll think about that later,â Clemence said coldly. âBut you can forget any nonsense about becoming a nurse, Angel. Go and have that bath. Your father and I have got to talk.â
Angel and Fred exchanged brief sympathetic glances before she slipped thankfully out of the room, and went upstairs. On the landing above, Ellenâs astonished face was watching her, and clearly she had heard every word. Ellen was blotchy with tears, but her admiration for Angel was evident.
âI say, did you really stay at an hotel last night, old girl? What a lark!â
Angel bit her lip. They were the very words she had used to Jacques, and it seemed like centuries ago.
âYes, I did. But I donât want to talk about it, thank-you very much.â She went to push past her sister, but Ellen caught at her arm, her voice lowered into a conspiratorial whisper.
âOh Angel, donât go all huffy on me. What was he like?â
Angel stared at her. They didnât always get on together, and she had never thought Ellen particularly perceptive. And she had no intention of sharing her secret with Ellen or anyone else.
âDonât be stupid. If you were listening, then you heard what I said. The tram broke down and I got scared, thatâs all. It seemed safer to stay in town.â
âItâs such a long way, of course!â Ellen didnât believe her for a second. âAnyway, never mind all that. Did you mean what you said, about joining something?â
Angel pushed past her on the landing. âIf you mean, am I going to join your lot, then forget it. Some of those strident women make me sick.â
âTheyâre not all like that. You havenât met Rose ââ To Angelâs horror, Ellenâs square face suddenly crumpled. The vague suspicion of something ânot quite niceâ about some of those women flared into her mind. Oh no, not Ellenâ¦
Her sisterâs next words were a relief, quickly squashed as she heard the tearful story.
âYou missed out on my big scene with the parents, Angel. All I want is for