overhead, my chest prickling with pain. âWell, I need a cigarette,â I announced. âAlessia, will you help me outside?â
âYou are not allowed in my room smelling like smoke,â Jenny said. âIâm not going to die from secondhand smoke because of you.â
I rolled my head to the side to glare at her. âOh, for Chrissake,â I hissed. âI need to talk to Alessia alone and I was trying not to be obvious. Happy?â
That, at least, put a shadow of a smile on Alessiaâs face. I leaned into her as we hobbled to the front door. âThis is going to be the most not-fun slumber party in the history of slumber parties,â I muttered. I glanced into the kitchen as we passed. Lidia was at the stove, stirring something in a big pot over a low flame. It smelled like tomato sauce. Really delicious, homemade tomato sauce. Lidia looked up, her eyes big as a dollâs, but Alessia squared her shoulders and pulled open the front door.
Outside, the cold slapped me across the face. Shouldâve grabbed my coat on the way out. I propped myself up against the side of the house. âSo what the hell was that all about?â
Alessia sighed and dropped to sit on the steps. âApparently my mother has been lying to me my entire life.â
âJoin the club,â I said. âI canât remember a time when I didnât feel like my parents were keeping something from me.â
âYeah, well, some of us arenât used to that.â Alessia looked at the patch of bare trees that filled the space between the house and the street. âMy grandparents were Benandanti. They didnât die in an accident like I thought. They died in battle when I was a baby. Oh, and that wasnât the reason my parents moved back here from Italy. They moved back here before that because my mom wanted to get me away from Nerina.â
âHow did your mom know Nerina? Italy isnât that small.â
âI guess Friuli is,â Alessia said. She blew out a breath, making a loose strand of hair dance across her face. âNerina Called my mom when she was my age. My momâs a Refuser.â
âReally?â I gazed at the sky. âItâs nice to know Iâm not the only one.â
âWell, Iâm glad youâre happy to hear it.â Alessia shook her head. âShe says sheâs known for months that Iâm a Benandante. But she never said anything. What the hell kind of parenting is that?â
âThe crappy kind,â I said. âI canât believe Nerina didnât tell you this.â
âWell, it wasnât her place to tell me,â Alessia said. âAnd actually, that doesnât surprise me at all. I mean, Nerina keeps a lot of stuff from us. I think she truly enjoys knowing things the rest of us donât.â
If Nerina was a nail, Alessia had just hit her on the head. âThatâs for damn sure,â I said. I moved to sit next to Alessia, every joint and muscle creaking. âIn the car on the way over here, she told me that the Malandanti canât fight each other. Their auras prevent it. Iâd never read that in any of the booksâand I went deep into those books. If it had been in there, I wouldâve known.â
âSo do you think sheâs lying?â
âNo.â I flexed my fingers. All my nails were chipped and broken. The Rabbit owed me a manicure, among many other things. âI think itâs probably true, but for some reason she didnât want that to be common knowledge. After all,â I cocked my head, âwho do you think wrote those books to begin with?â
âThe Concilio ,â Alessia answered. âMaybe not her specifically . . .â
â. . . but her people at least.â The cold concrete made me feel like I was sitting on a block of ice. I shifted so that I was on the doormat, leaving enough space for Alessia to settle next to me. âI