dancer? I remember hearing that you went off to study dance back east. New York?â
Iris nodded. âYes, I was. Back then. Made it as far as Milwaukee. A far cry from New York, thatâs for sure. Now I work in the bar at the casino. In the bar. So much for my brilliant career. But look at you.â
Birdy deflected the compliment, if thatâs what it had been. With some of the people on the reservation mad at her for getting a medical degree and not returning to work in the free clinic, it was hard to know if Iris really thought her career had been brilliant or a betrayal.
âCoffee?â Birdy asked. âI was about to pour myself a cup.â
Iris shook her head and declined. âToo late in the day for me. And really, I donât have much time. The longer I wait to get to the point of it all, the greater the likelihood that I wonât be able to get up the nerve to tell you what I think you need to know.â
Birdy scooted back into her chair, her eyes riveted on Iris. âOkay. No coffee. Sit down. Talk to me, Iris.â She motioned to Iris to take one of the chairs across her desk.
âIâll stand,â Iris said. âAnd first of all, before I say anything, I want you to know that as sorry as I am about everything, Iâm also scared. Really scared. I have two kids. This canât come back to me. Promise.â
âPromise.â
âI hope I can trust you, Birdy. Iâm hoping that given your job and your education, youâll be able to keep a confidence.â
âI will,â she said.
For the next twenty minutes, refusing to sit, Iris Bonners Rostov talked about her sister, how much she loved her, how she was sure theyâd have been close.
âNot like you and your sister,â the younger woman said.
âThatâs right, my sister and I arenât close,â Birdy said, swallowing the sentence in one bitter gulp.
Birdy wondered why Iris had needed to make the jab. People often needed to hurt someone as a way to take away their own pain. Putting the hurt on another person sometimes made them feel better, if only by comparison.
âIris, you came a long way to tell me something you think might be important,â Birdy said.
âI did,â she said, âbut really Iâm scared.â
âItâs about Tommy, isnât it?â
She nodded, but stayed quiet.
Birdy pushed for an answer. âIris, what?â
Iris took a breath. âI donât know that my sister really loved Tommy. I know it is wrong to talk bad about the dead, but it seems to me that Anna Jo has had a long enough time to adjust to what she didâwherever she is.â
âIâm sure sheâs at peace,â Birdy said.
Iris looked away. âNot after what she did, maybe not.â
âWhat did she do?â
âShe cheated on Tommy. She was seeing someone else. I think thatâs why Tommy killed her. He must have found out.â
The disclosure came out of nowhere. Birdy had thought that Iris was going to say something against Tommy, another reason why no one should forgive him, or that heâd gotten what he deserved.
âI didnât know she had another boyfriend,â Birdy said. âIâve never heard that before.â
Irisâs eyes were back on Birdyâs. âWell, she did,â Iris said. âShe had two guys on a string. Tommy and the other guy.â
Birdy got up. The intensity of what Iris was saying made her feel silly sitting in her chair while Iris stood, coat on, ready to drop the bomb and run away.
âDo you know his name? Was it someone from home?â
Iris shrugged a little. âI never saw him. She never said his name. Not to me. I donât think he lived on the reservation, because Iâd never seen him or his car. Whenever he came to get her, she had to walk all the way down the lane to be picked up. I donât think she wanted our parents to meet him. Maybe he was
S. Ravynheart, S.A. Archer
Stephen G. Michaud, Roy Hazelwood