certain social accolade. She determined to conquer Mortimer, to wean him from his fixation with a distant English lady and make him her devoted slave. She set out to secure his love and every last iota of his attention for her own, and with her undeniable beauty, she was confident of success. She married him and happily went with him into the highlands, fully expecting to have him wrapped around her little finger if not within the month, then certainly within the year.
âInstead, she discovered she couldnât compete with Celia, and even less with Celiaâs children.â He held Angelicaâs gaze. âMortimer knew every minute detail of your brothersâ livesâhe knew their grades at Eton, what sports they favored, what their interests were as they matured. He knew every ailment they ever contracted. He forgot Mirabelleâs birthday if she didnât remind him of it, but he never forgot Celiaâs, or Rupertâs, or Alasdairâs. Assuming it was the children Mortimer most fixated onâfor how could he remain devoted to Celia when she, Mirabelle, was so much more striking and there in the fleshâMirabelle decided to do her duty, and so she bore Mortimer a son.â
Angelica regarded him steadily. âYou.â
He nodded. âMe. But sadly for Mirabelle, although Mortimer was a kind and affectionate father and paid as much attention to me as I wished, my advent did nothing to alter his obsession with Celia and her brood.â He glanced down at one hand, fingers spread on his thigh. âI gather my birth was difficult. Consequently, in producing me Mirabelle felt sheâd paid her dues, not just to my father but to the clan, as well. She waited for what she considered her just reward, but it didnât eventuate. I can only guess, but I believe she thought that if she simply waited, then as I grew, Mortimerâs affection for me would continue to grow, and ultimately would shift to include her, too.
âSo she found patience, and waited. Although Mortimer had no interest in rejoining societyâCelia and her family were all the society he neededâhe had from the first been happy to allow Mirabelle to use the house in Edinburgh and join society there. She never did, which puzzled everyone, until much later when, as a young man, I moved among Edinburgh society and discovered that sheâd been corresponding with her bosom-bows from soon after her marriage, telling them sheâd broken Mortimer from his obsession with Celia, and that he now doted on her. Her letters had painted her life as sheâd wanted and wished it to be, not as it was. Consequently, even though she was free to visit Edinburgh, she couldnât, not without Mortimer fawning at her feet. So she was stuck in the highlands, waiting, still waiting, and growing increasingly bitter.
âEventually, she realized her strategy was never going to bear fruit. Your sisters, and you, had been born by then, and Mortimer was in alt. He constantly prattled about your exploitsâif heâd doted on Celia, he was positively besotted with her daughters.â
Glancing at Angelicaâs face, he found her frowning at him.
âYou must have hated usâall of us.â
âNo. Not at all.â He paused, then, accepting he had to make a clean breast of even that, went on, âThe truth was I was perfectly happy to have my father distracted by Cynsters. That left me free to range as I would, and with the clan all around me I never lacked for either companionship or mentoring. I had cousins and uncles to teach me riding, hunting, fishing, shootingâevery activity a boy could wish for. I had aunts and pseudo-aunts to feed me soup and tend my scrapes. Because of Celia and her offspring, I had a much more . . . colorful and satisfying childhood than I otherwise would have had, and for thatââhe inclined his headââI thank you and yours.â
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