his commitments.
She pointed at the painting. âAre youâ¦?â She paused. It was always awkward in the saleroom when one encountered a friend looking at the same item. One would not want to bid against a friend, but at the same time one hoped that the friend would feel the same compunction.
Guy shook his head. âDonât worry,â he said. âWeâre not going to go for this. Are you?â
Isabel looked at the painting again. She wanted it.
âI think so.â
Guy paged through his catalogue. âThe estimate is a bit low,â he said. âBut itâs difficult to tell. His works donât come up very often these days. In fact, I canât remember when I last saw one in the sales. It must have been years ago. Shortly after he died.â
He moved forward to examine the painting more closely. âInteresting. I think this is Jura, which is where he died. Itâs rather poignant to think of him sitting there painting that bit of sea over there and not knowing that it was more or less where he was going to drown. Itâs rather like painting oneâs deathbed.â
Isabel thought about this for a moment. How many of us knew the bed in which we would die, or even wanted to know? Did it help to have that sort of knowledge? She stared at the painting. In the past she had never worried about her own deathâwhenever it would beâbut now, with Charlie to think about, she felt rather differently about it. She wanted to be there for Charlie; she wanted at least to see him grow up. That must be the hardest thing about having children much later in lifeâas happened sometimes when a man remarried at, say, sixty-five and fathered a child by a younger wife. He might make it to eighty-five and see his child grow to adulthood, but the odds were rather against it.
âHe was quite young when he died, wasnât he?â she asked.
âMcInnes? Yes. Forty, forty-one, I think.â
Just about what I am now, thought Isabel. More or less my age, and then it was over.
âWhy is it that it seems particularly tragic when an artist dies young?â Isabel mused. âThink of all those writers who went early. Wilfred Owen. Bruce Chatwin. Rupert Brooke. Byron. And musicians too. Look at Mozart.â
âItâs because of what we all lose when that happens,â said Guy. âOwen could have written so much more. Heâd just started. Brooke, too, I suppose, although I was never wild about him.â
âHe wrote for women,â said Isabel, firmly. âWomen like poets who look like Brooke and who go and die on them. It breaks every female heart.â She paused. âBut the biggest tragedy of all was Mozart. Think of what we didnât get. All that beauty stopped in its tracks. Just like that. And the burial in the rain, wasnât it? In a pauperâs grave?â
Guy shrugged. âEverything comes to an end, Isabel. You. Me. The Roman Empire. But Iâm sorry that McInnes didnât get more time. I think that he might have developed into somebody really important. In the league of Cadell, perhaps. Everything was pointing that way. Untilâ¦well, until it all went wrong.â
âAnd he drowned?â
âNo,â said Guy. âBefore that. Just before that. Everything collapsed for him before he went up to that island for the last time, to Jura. I can tell you, if you like.â
Isabel was intrigued. âThereâs a place round the corner,â she said. âWe could have sandwiches. Iâm hungry. Itâs something to do with having a baby. One begins to need feeding at very particular times.â
Guy smiled at the thought. âA good idea.â He leaned forward again and peered at the painting. âOdd,â he said. âOdd.â
Isabel looked at him quizzically. âWhatâs odd?â
âItâs unvarnished,â Guy said, straightening up. âI seem to remember that McInnes