all the time.â
âBecause none of it was real.â Or did her show of attitude indicate otherwise? Was she upset because she, too, had got more caught up in their time together than sheâd intended?
So what if she was? It didnât matter. Couldnât matter. She was so off-limits she may as well live on Venus.
âWhat do you want from me?â If it wasnât money or for him to assume care of Jasmine, which would definitely change his life, then what else was there?
She sighed and relaxed her stance. âI want to adopt her.â
He lifted both brows. That was a response he hadnât expected. And why did it give him mixed feelings of relief and disappointment?
âSounds like you have it all worked out. So why do you need me?â
A look of anguish flashed through her pure blue eyes.
âEven though Iâm Jaziâs godmother and itâs what Alliyah would want, I donât meet the qualifications for an adoptive parent. Iâm single and a dancer.â She shrugged as if that said it all. âI need you to assume custody and then we can do a private adoption.â
Custody. The word sent a rumble of dread down his back. And made him wonder. âWhere is she?â
âChild Protective Services took her away. Sheâs in foster c-care.â She pressed her lips together and blinked a couple of times. âAlliyah would hate that.â
The thought of his daughter in foster care burned like acid through his blood.
Except she may not be his daughter at all. The fact she had a birthmark and his eyes was circumstantial at best. Still, heâd spent too many years in the grueling system to be placid about any innocent being tossed to that merciless grist mill.
âI get to see her and I go as often as theyâll let me, but if I donât do something soon, theyâll release her for adoption and Iâll never get to see her again.â In her eagerness, she stepped closer bringing the scent of a tropical night with her. She raised pleading eyes to his. âYou have to help me.â
âI donât actually.â Time to go. This woman got to him. Had since the moment she walked into his world. If he didnât leave now, heâd promise her the moon. âI need to consider what youâve told me.â He moved to the door, grabbing his jacket en route. âIâll have my assistant call you for an appointment in the next day or two.â
She nodded. Her arms were crossed over her chest again, but the pose held elements of disappointment and hope, as if she were holding herself together by a thread.
Damn it. He charged across the room and grabbed up the picture. âIâm taking this with me.â
This time when he left, he didnât look back.
* * *
There was no going to sleep after Jethroâs visit. She tried. And failed. She tossed and turned, replaying her conversation with him over and over in her head. After two hours, she finally gave up and crawled out of bed still not knowing what to think.
She dragged herself to the kitchen and the coffeepot. The scent of the fresh-ground beans perked her up. She stood over the machine as it brewed, holding her cup under the spigot to catch the first stream and then switching in the pot.
She wandered to the couch and curled up with her cup. Dancers by trade tended to be night people. She used to be at her peak at this hour. Tonight her brain barely functioned except it wouldnât shut off.
Jethro had pointed out he didnât have to help her. But heâd taken the picture. And his assistant would be calling to make an appointment. Did that mean he believed her? Or was his comment just a way to get him out of the apartment without a further scene and sheâd never see him again?
No. She refused to believe heâd just walk away. Sheâd seen the look in his eyes when heâd stared at the picture of Jazi. He saw the resemblance. And heâd act on
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