orders,â Pa said.
Then George walked in, carrying the ax. He looked around at us. âWhatâs happening?â
âAnnie says Mr. Hoggartâs been pestering her.â
George looked at me. âDid he touch you?â
I hated talking about it. âHe grabbed hold of me. He tried to kiss me.â
âAnnieâs overwrought,â Pa said. âI donât think it was as bad as that.â
George stood there, holding the ax. âI heard something like that about him. They say something like that happened where he worked before.â
âNow, George,â Pa said. âIt isnât right to spread rumors. If we believed half of what we heard about people, we wouldnât be able to trust anybody.â
George didnât say anything, but he gave Pa a long look. Pa looked out the window. âI guess Iâd better have a talk with Mr. Hoggart.â
I knew if he did that Mr. Hoggart would come down on me mighty hard. âPlease, Pa, donât. Itâll only make it worse.â
Pa puffed out his cheeks. âIâll think about it,â he said.
It was the same as with the clock. Heâd paid a lot of money for it, and he was going to have us go by it, whether it made any sense or not. I could see where you had to go by clock time at the mill, for everybody had to start and stop together. But on a farm it was better to go by the sun and the seasons. You couldnât hay in the rain, no matter what any clock said, and you sheared the sheep when the shad-bushes bloomed, because that was how you knew it was warm enough for the sheep to do without their coats. And you planted the corn when the oak leaves were the size of a mouse ear. And you couldnât tap the maple trees by a calendar, either, for you had to do it when the sap ran, and that was up to God, and not Pa.
But Pa was bound and determined to believe that going by clock time was a good thing, and so he believed it; and he was bound and determined to believe that Mr. Hoggart wasnât really pestering me, either. Pa wasnât bad. He didnât want Mr. Hoggart to pester me any more than Ma did. But he wanted me in the mill, and so he saw things the way he wanted them.
But George believed me. After dinner we went out to the barn to water the animals and settle them down for the night. George hung the lantern on a peg in the wall, and we began pitching the old wet hay out into the barnyard. âHe really did touch you, Annie?â
âYes. Iâm certain heâll try again.â
âWas he drunk?â
âHe was drinking rum from a bottle.â
âWell, maybe it wonât happen again,â George said. âMaybe it was just because he was drinking.â
âIâm worried.â
George stopped with the pitchfork stuck down in a clump of wet hay. âIf he does it again, you tell me. Iâll beat the whey out of him myself.â
âGeorge, Iâve got to get out of that mill.â
He looked grim. âI think youâre stuck, Annie. For now, anyway. Youâll have to endure it. Who knows, maybe Pa really will make a fortune on that ram.â
I looked at him. âDo you really believe that, George?â
He grinned. âNo. But we can always hope, canât we?
George was on my side, that was true. He didnât want to see me working in the mill forever just to pay for Paâs fancy notions, any more than he wanted to work twelve hours a day in the woodlot to pay for them either. But the truth was that George figured things the same way Pa didâthat it wasnât necessary for a girl to study geography and history, when she could be doing something useful to earn her keep.
But Robert was different, and I wanted to talk to him about it all. The next day at the mill I went looking for him, but he wasnât where he usually was underneath the rope and pulley, weighing up wool. I stood looking around, and then Tom Thrush came down the
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