swimming center,â Melanie said.
âThat was so horrible,â I replied. My mouth suddenly felt very dry. I took a long sip from the paper cup of Coke. âI saw the body on TV. She was burned so badlyââ
Margie let out a sob.
âIâm sorry!â I cried. âI didnât mean . . .â
Melanie slid a comforting arm around Margieâs waist. âItâs okay,â she said to me. âMargie and I probably shouldnât have come tonight. Weâre both still pretty messed up. Mary was . . . such a good friend. We really canât believe it happened.â
I nodded. I didnât know what to say.
âWe thought if we came to the mixer, we could forget about Mary for a few minutes,â Margie said sadly. âBut I guess we canât.â
âEveryone on campus is so frightened,â Melanie added. âThree murders in the past month. Plus the swimming coach is in the hospital. And the police just seem helpless. They canât find the girl . . . the girl who . . .â
Her voice cracked.
âIâm sorry,â she said. âI think Margie and I had better go upstairs. Sorry. Really.â
âMe too,â I murmured. âSuch a horrible thing.â What could I say to them? Iâd read about the murders and watched the TV news shows. But I didnât know any of the three victims personally.
How would it feel to know someone who was murdered? I asked myself.
âSee you again,â Melanie said.
âGood luck in the dorm,â Margie added.
They hurried out of the room.
I hung around the mixer for a while. But it wasnât much fun. Melanie was right. No one felt like partying.
I met a few other girls who seemed okay. But even though I tried to be cool and confident, I felt really uncomfortable.
Itâs hard to get over being called âMouseâ your entire life.
And I think some people are party animals and some arenât.
By nine oâclock, a few couples had started to dance. And some kids were laughing and joking around.
But I decided Iâd had enough. I didnât feel like going back up to the room. I was too wired to sit down and try to study.
So I grabbed my down jacket and headed across The Triangle to a little coffee shop called Java Jimâs at the far north edge of campus.
Java Jimâs is away from most of the campus shops and restaurants. So itâs not really a student hangout. But I like it because itâs quiet, they have great chocolate chip cookies, and they let you sit over one cup forever.
I sat at the white Formica counter, chewing on a giant cookie, dunking it in my coffee. Thinking about Melanie and Margie. Thinking about how I couldnât think of the right thing to say to them.
After Iâd been there about fifteen minutes, I heard a cough. I turned and saw a girl down at the end of the counter. She had straight dark hair around a round face, and bright red lipsticked lips. She wore an oversized black sweater pulled down over black tights.
She stared straight ahead at the tile wall. Every few seconds, sheâd take a short sip from her tall cappuccino.
I waited for her to glance over at me. I waited a long time. Finally, our eyes met. âHi. Howâs it going?â I called over to her.
She hesitated. Her brown eyes narrowed on me. âOkay,â she replied finally. She took a sip from her cup, then wiped foam off her upper lip with one finger. âGood coffee here.â
âYeah, it is,â I agreed. Did she want to have a conversation? I wondered. Or was she just being polite?
âYou go to Ivy State?â I asked.
She appeared to think about it. âYeah. Sort of,â she said. She uttered a short laugh. âI had to drop out for this semester.â
I nodded. âIâm a sophomore,â I told her. âI just moved into the dorm this afternoon. My apartment burned down.â
Her mouth