the smell of frying fish.
He seemed surprised to see me, so I explained my visit. âThat preacher again,â he mused. âDid you finally meet him?â
âJust got back from the house. Mrs. Loftin has invited me to dinner.â
âJennyâs a good woman,â he said, almost to himself. âShe doesnât deserve any of this. God knows sheâs been through enough already.â
He was standing above the spot where Iâd found Sam Loftin facedown in the water. I glanced back toward the street, but didnât see a car parked there. âDo you live around here?â
He snorted and shook his head. âNot on my salary. I couldnât even afford one of the golf lots.â He explained that a golf lot was a piece of undeveloped land that the community sold to people who didnât live at Stirling. The lots were scattered around the borders and too small to build a house on; people bought them because ownership gave them access to the clubhouse, the golf courses and other amenities. It was like the membership fee of a country club, except it could be taxed as property by the county.
âWhereâs your car?â I asked.
âI parked on the other side of the lake and walked across the levee.â He turned and climbed up the rocks. âI remembered you said Sam was coming from that direction when you saw him. I was hoping maybe he dropped something.â
I took a sip of wine and swirled it around in my mouth, remembering that I didnât like wine. Lorio was taking me at my word about what I had seen, even though I couldnât have actually seen Sam Loftin walking anywhere. âDid you find anything?â
âJust this. I think it belongs to you.â It was my cell phone. âIt was down there by the waterâs edge between two rocks.â
I thanked him. âHow did you find it?â
âIt was ringing.â
I checked the last call received. It was from my mother. She had phoned a dozen times since this morning. Her normal routine was to phone me every other Sunday, never on a weekday, except when she found some nice gentleman from her church who was about my age and had just gotten a divorce and was available if I wanted to meet him and settle down, preferably back home in Pocahontasâthe small town in Arkansas where I grew up and where she and my father still lived together in nominal matrimony.
âIâm sorry about what happened to you yesterday.â Lorio pulled up a tuft of dry grass and shook the loose, dry dirt from its roots. âItâs hard to believe itâs only been one day.â
âYâall were friends?â
He took a deep breath and nodded without looking at me. âSam called me from the office. He was working yesterday morning.â
âOn a Sunday?â
âSam worked all the time. He wanted to meet after my shift ended. We were gonna watch the Cardinals game at his house. Thatâs why I was the first one at the sceneâI was already in the neighborhood. Then, when I saw you standing here, I just knewâ¦â He took his hat off and and wiped his forehead with the back of his arm.
âWhat did you know?â I asked him.
âThat Sam had killed himself.â
âWhy would you think that?â
âYesterdayâ¦â he began, then sighed and pressed his hat on his head. âSamâs oldest daughter, Reece, drowned herself at this same spot, five years ago yesterday.â
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8
W E ALL SAT DOWN TO A dining table practically groaning with food: Jenny and her kids, Deacon, Holly, Nathan, Officer Lorio and me. My seat was at the end of the table, opposite Deacon. A large picture window to my left provided a view of the pool and boathouse. The preacher thanked the Lord for the bounty provided by Jennyâs neighbors at this, her time of need, amen. Jenny passed around a box of cold fried chicken bought at a local convenience store.
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