over the place and it had been jolly uncomfortable and frightening until theyâd got clear of things.
Heâd found out that the downed Lane heâd enteredin the log had been B-Baker. Heâd had a bit of a chin-wag in the locker room beforehand with their navigator whoâd seemed a really decent type. When B-Bakerâs crew had got off the crew bus at their kite, the nav had given him a wry sort of grin and a thumbs-up. He kept seeing his face and the grin . . . kept remembering exactly how heâd looked as he went. Blot it out. Donât think about it, or about the shrapnel hits heâd noticed all over the fuselage of their own kite when theyâd got back. It could have been them. Instead of lying safe and sound on his bed, back in England, he might just as easily have been a charred corpse lying somewhere in Germany. Or simply blown to bits with nothing left for anyone to find.
God
,
stop thinking about it
 . . .
Well, theyâd all been scared â not just him. Heâd heard the fear in their voices over the intercom.
All
of them, even Stew. The other crews hadnât seemed to think it was a specially dicey trip, though. âYou ainât seen nothinâ yet,â one chap had said to him. âYou wait.â
After the de-briefing, heâd tackled Van as soon as theyâd got back to the cubicle they shared in the officersâ hut. It was the only decent thing to do â to offer to get transferred. Give them the chance to get another navigator.
Van, tugging off his tie, had brushed the suggestion aside. âForget it, Piers, you were tired. We all were. None of us had been in the air that long before. Weâre just rookies. Look at Stewâs dummy run. He screwed up like hell. But weâll cut it better in time â I hope.â With that, Van had fallen into his bed and gone straight to sleep, putting an end to any further discussion.
He
had
been very tired, but it seemed a poor excuse. Heâd be tired again on the next op, most likely, and he couldnât keep letting them down. Heâd simply
got
to do better.
Piers closed his eyes. B-Bakerâs navigatorâs face was there again, grinning wryly.
âYou sneakinâ off, Charlie?â
âThought Iâd just take a bike ride, Bert.â
âGot a popsie tucked away somewhere, then?â
ââCourse not.â
âNo âcourse not about it. Youâre gettinâ a big boy now. Time you found out all about the birds anâ bees. Ainât that right, Stew?â
âYeah . . . not your birds, though, sport. That sheila of yours has lost a sight too many feathers.â
âBlimey, look whoâs talkinâ . . .â
No ops tonight and they were all in good moods. Stew had got a food parcel from home and was sharing it around: cans of condensed milk and meat and cheese, and bars of chocolate. âLong as itâs not kangaroo, mate,â Bert had told him, inspecting a tin. Theyâd all been writing letters, or reading, or chatting, or arguing, and Charlie thought heâd be able to get away out of the hut without any of them really noticing. No such luck. Theyâd all stopped whatever they were doing now and were watching him as he went to get his cap out of his locker. He felt himself going red in the face.
âI reckon it
is
a girl,â said Bert, ââeâs blushinâ. Red as a beetroot, ââe is. Who is she, Charlie? Hope itâs not Two-Ton-Tessie. Sheâll flatten you like a bloominâ pancake.â
They all laughed loudly at that. The WAAF driverwas three times his size and weighed about fifteen stone.
âCome on, spill the beans, Charlie, boy,â Stew flicked over the pages of one of his magazines full of naked women. âWhatâs her name?â
âBet it
is
Tessie anâ all.â Bert was chortling away. âCor, fancy our
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