thinks shocked.
“ Shit Alan, getting me pregnant won’t make us a strong relationship, they will just think rebound and I am, aren’t I?” frustrated that he feels she the child when the truth was he was.
“ No Helen, you not and don’t be so stupid I never felt like this not even with Ali” and kissing Helen on her lips to make his point
“I love you and only you” and he deepens the kiss. Helen wrapping the towel tighter around her body, she going out she scolds herself as she returns his kiss but pulling away from him
“ No Alan, I am going out tonight” she whispers but the need for him getting the better of her.
“ O.k. Helen I will drive you home” and laughing at her as he lets her go
“I get you a shirt for you to borrow and you can give me your keys , I will get your car later” he says going over to his cupboard and getting Helen a shirt out.
“The keys are in my bag” and slipping into his large shirt. Alan opens her bag up and all the leaflets the nurse gave her fall to the floor.
“ What are these?” he says as he picks them up from the floor
“ The nurse she gave them to me today”
“ There no need for these Helen” and dropping them in the bin noisily.
“I am always careful Helen”
“Alan you not with me, that why I had to have a test remember?”
“ O.k. Helen, sorry no more trying to get you pregnant not until you ready, I promise” and holding his hands up in defeat.
“ We can talk later and tell your parents you are staying tonight” and gently kissing her on the lips
“ Come on we better go, or I will have to give in and make love to you, I’m having withdrawal symptoms from you Helen”
Helen was not having a great night like she hoped. Lynne was living in the toilets and Helen stayed in the corner of the nightclub. The music was too loud and there was no space to move. What was Lynne doing in the toilets, was she sick? Helen watches Lynne coming back out and grabbing the guy she been glued to when not in the toilets. A man named Smugs. He has tattoos all over him and Helen wasn’t sure what colour he was. If she had to guess she say he was green or red and he had piercing in his nose and lips.
Helen didn’t want to judge a man she didn’t know but he scared her and his friends were just as scary as they blocked her into the corner with their stares. It was only ten o’clock, but she wanted to go home. Lynne been drinking water all night and Helen was keeping safe, and she was only drinking juice from a bottle .
“ Can I borrow your coat? Hel Smugs and I are going out, I will see you later” and picking up Helen’s coat from the floor
“Lynne , don’t leave me here with his mates” she pleads as Lynne walks off with Smugs
“It just will be quick shag and we will be back, you are such a baby . A good fuck will loosen you up Helen, I am sure one of his mates could help with that. Here you can have some of this” and handing Helen a small packet of white powder.
“ Shush Helen I will be back before Alan comes” and she leaves with Smugs
Nearly two hours have gone by and Lynne still wasn’t back. And one of Smugs friends moves in closer to her, he has been trying to get Helen to have a drink with him as soon as Lynne left. She given up saying no and accepted a beer of him but going straight into the toilets and poring it down the sink. She didn’t trust him; it was the way he looked at her.
“ You should be ready to fuck me now and especially after the Roofie, you just drank” and pulling Helen towards the exit.
“Piss off , I tipped it out you pig” and pulling away from his grip. Grabbing Helen and throwing her over his shoulder and marching her towards the exit. Struggling she falls with a sickening thud to the dance floor as the crowd grows around them, entertained by the show.
“I said P iss off you prick” she screams at him and he starts to kick her on the ground before him,