but it was always a little fast.
I brushed my hair with rapid strokes. Maybe I should cut it short, I thought. Seeing the cleft in my chin made me frown at myself. Why couldnât I have a smooth chin like normal people?
I was still staring unhappily at myself in the mirror when the doorbell rang. I heard Momâs footsteps downstairs. I heard her pull open the door. I heard Dennisâs voice.
Heâs really here! I thought. It isnât a joke.
I took one last look at myself in the mirror, then hurried downstairs to greet him.
Melodyâs house was big and very modern. The living room furniture was all chrome and soft white leather. The walls were covered with framed movie posters. Track lighting on the ceiling cast pale triangles of light over the room.
âHowâs it going?â Melody asked me as she led us into the room. She eyed my yellow sweater. I suddenly felt even more self-conscious. Maybe I shouldâve worn the blue one.
âMy parents are at the movies,â Melody told Dennis. âThe house is all ours!â She didnât seem at all surprised to see me with Dennis instead of Caitlin.
I saw eight or nine kids as Dennis and I followed Melody across the room. They were all from school, but I knew only a few of them. Most of them were seniors.
Lanny and Zack were standing in front of a TV in the corner, staring at a basketball game, taking longsips from cans of beer. A red-haired girl I didnât know kept asking them to turn down the sound so she could put on music, but they ignored her.
Two couples had squeezed onto the couch and were laughing loudly about something. The two boys slapped each other high-fives.
Two girls were at the table against the wall, helping themselves to sections of an enormous submarine sandwich. The girls both had long, frizzy blond hair that shimmered in the cones of light from overhead.
âYou get anywhere with Northwood?â Melody asked Dennis. Before Dennis could reply, the doorbell rang, and Melody hurried to answer it.
âYou know these kids?â Dennis asked, turning to me. He was wearing a denim vest over a blue workshirt and faded jeans torn at the knees.
âSome of them,â I replied.
âMost of them live in North Hills,â Dennis told me. He motioned to the red-haired girl who was entering the room with Melody. âYou know her? Thatâs Reva Dalby. Her family owns all those department stores.â
âHey, whatâs up?â Dennis called to Reva. The two of them talked for a short while about a tennis instructor they both had. I stood close to Dennis, but Reva didnât seem to notice I was there.
Dennis and I got Cokes. Then I followed him as he joined Lanny and Zack in front of the TV. He started teasing Lanny about the red jeans he was wearing. âI dare you to wear those to the dance at the club,â Dennis said.
âHeyâno dares tonight,â Lanny protested.
âChicken,â Dennis muttered.
Lanny pretended to get angry. They started laughing and playfully shoving each other, and Lanny spilled some of his beer on the white carpet.
âThatâs okay,â Lanny said, making sure Melody wasnât watching. âBeer is good for the rug.â
Several more kids arrived. They all seemed to know one another. Melody got her CD player going and drowned out the sound of the basketball game. I saw a couple making out on the stairway by the front door.
Since Dennis was busy kidding around with Lanny and Zack, I made my way to the table and took a section of the sub sandwich. I talked with some kids from my English class. âYouâre Margaret Riversâ friend,â someone said to me. âSheâs very funny.â
I wondered what Margaret was doing tonight. I wondered what I would tell her about this party, about my date with Dennis.
So far there wasnât much to tell. Dennis was pretty much ignoring me.
Around eleven oâclock, some kids left.